Oh my goodness

that guy is soooo damn hell annoying. i don't care about you. and i believe you shouldn't care bout me too.... mind ur own bussiness.please.

i didn't hate you because you're a loud person, love to speak what ever you wanna speak, but, i just hate you because you're such a hypocrite. if you still love her, go on for it. why use me? then when you hate the way i expressed what happened in my daily life, you just talk it, not infront of me, but somewhere away, with everyone knows what you just hate.

and also, i might be consider if you just hate me, but then you just similarize me and my friend. please... she's not like me and i'm not like her. what we do is just comforting each other. oh maybe because you're so annoying no one comfort you, and you're jealous with it. congratulations... i don't even think you know what is love mean.

it's not about i love you, you love me. it's not about relationship between two people. you should know, when you use to love someone, you should comfort her, appreciate her, not just dump her just like what you did.

for ur word sayin i'm pathetic for not accepting what happened in my life...just look at you. how long you can't accept the fact that she has leave you. you're just the same.. so don't simply said as u get back ur words.

just go on with your life. it's normal for a person to take their time to adapt to what happened around them. i'm not running away from my problem, i just need time. and i couldn't ask people to accept my way, and i will never ask them to do so, i just have to tell them who i really is. it's up to them what are they going to judge me next.

-oh..this is so irritating-

ps// i'm not mad because of what you say, but i'm mad because you're response to me but indirectly. just response to me ok. you're so egoistic. n now i think you're the one who pathetic. to scared to do so..

oh...siapakah?

huhu...siapakah yang mebaca blog saya ini? selang 1 minit from perlis, cm pelik je..ngeee... and siapakah dr perak yang membaca blog saya ini? dr tronoh... siapa ye..nggeeee..

huhuhu..tak kisah lah... i believe my blog memang i buat open for public pon.... nvmd siapa yang membaca as long anda tak memijak maruah saya.

oh, siapakah, my post title for this time. hurm..bukan sahaja berkisar mengenai siapa baca blog saya sahaja. but, ada benda lain. i wanna ask, siapa diantara anda yang boleh merasakan apa yang orang lain rasa... walaupun org lain jauh dr anda?

not really me, but sometimes, benda tu datang tiba2... semalam, tiba-tiba i rasa there's someone yang sangat marah pada saya... bukan seorg, tapi 3 org. n, one of them is my senior... but after i ask him, he said, dia tak marah pun... huhu...but... salah seorang yang i rasa tu memang betul dia marah. takpe lah, i da say sorry.

dunno..but i hate this situation... please lah... i hope that i realy care, but, bila dah care sanagt, inilah jadinye..

well, memang perangai saya kot, suka cr masalah

Kosmo oh Kosmo

anda ni punya cerita atau tak? sikitnye penjelasan anda mengenai Unimap punya course hanya 2 diiktiraf.

tanya lah dulu kat LAN, BEM and Bla bla bla yang tak iktiraf unimap tuh. kenapa... apa procedure dia...baru lah panjang sket cerita tuh.. tajuk cm gempak, isi?

macam ketandusan berita jerk :P

boley jadi pulak

-Anugerah Khas Kebudayaan-

oh well, itulah yang saya dapat dalam Anugerah Gemilang Siswa semalam. but something happened yesterday menyebabkan aku jadi down tahap jurang dunia paling dalam..heheh

boleh plak, masa chorus lagu Can't take my eyes of you, oleh pecah plak time perkataan 'you'.
haiyooo..sungguh sedih~ dah lah pas abes slot show tu trus amek anugerah..adoi adoi adoi... sick~
selama ni slalu risau kat I sebab, itu first hight note, so macam kat situ nak control, skali,len plak jadinye..selama ni, takde lak masalah. ces.

pape pun, i just wanna say thank you pada En Wan, sebab kalo masa audition masa MSK tu En.Wan tak pilih, tak de nye aku dapat anugerah nih, thanks gak kat En Mi, sebab banyak tarik aku nyanyi ngan band, and dapat gak peluang men violin kat Unimap nih, walo pun aku tak sehebat mana pun.

thanks gak kat all band members: previous; Tono, Zul and Adnan and present; Naim, Daus, Pojie,Haikal, 4chain...thanks a lot. min and 4chain special thanks sebab angkut aku balik wang ulu..hehehe

to nasyid members jugak; Hanis, Anis, Fatin, Qauyum, Alimin, Din (budayawan kot), and others*just to name a few* thanks alot...

tak lupa gak festkum band members... pojie senior, nije ngan paan. nice memories. :)

itu je lah kot... heh.

oh ye..enough is enough... kembalilah pada buku n notes..suda abes show, jangan pikir lagi..walaupun kecewa..ye Irsya~~~~

congrats kat Din sebab dapat budayawan..to Qauyum and Kak Balqis..congrats dapat anugerah versatile... andalah budayawan dan budayawati yang saya kagumi di unimap..cayalah :)

i want cat

-my cat-

this week is the stressful week. everything that i wanted for joy, its never happened to be that way. yang lebih banyak terjadi ialah menangis,menagis dan menangis. fed up dengan persekitaran... sakit hati dengan suma yang jadi.

they said cats boley mengurangkan stress.. maybe i read it somewhere, or somene told me... maybe. because i'm much better in remembering what people said rather than what i read. i want cats. sangat menenangkan.

sebelum ni ada kucing, but then banyak kali ayah buang and banyak kali ayah try find balik. maybe sebab rasa bersalah kat mama yang selalu akan jadi tekanan darah bila tahu ayah buang kucing or kucing tu hilang.

balik cuti tengah sem baru ni, my dad bawak balik seekor kucing...memang lah tak leh compare ngan other cats yang cantik2 dulu tuh..but at least, adalah seko yang boleh di bawak main. i love it.. tapi suka sangat mengendeng...huhuhu...

nak kucing...nak kucing yang boleh dibawak tido, yang boleh dipeluk, yang boleh dibawak main, and paling penting yang boleh meng'enjoy'kan. kucing tak pandai nak nyakitkan hati orang, jd, i want cats.

huhuuhu...

kt wang ulu nih, banyak jecats...but, dr mana dorang datang itu meng'curious'kan. so tak leh nak peluk suka2 hati...most of them, memang kalo i juma, memang jadi mangsa lah kucing tu...kasi ragging. main kejar2, kasi main tali beg.. wah, kcing memang sangat cute...

nak kucing...kalo tak dapat kucing, bagi CJ7 pun tak pe...

warggghhh...

nak balik lah, but sanagt lah tak leh balik as sangat busy ngan exam...huk huk... kucing, please comes in my dream boleh? sanagt mahu peluk anda..huk huk huk

in memories; mok, hilang ntah mana ntah masa balik kampung..

if possible, mok, boley tak balik uma? mama rindu sangat with you. me too...rindu nak bawak masuk bilik time malam just untuk temankan i yang penakut ni tido... bile sedar pagi esoknye, you ada kat kaki...huhuhu...missing that time..even tahu chances untuk dapat balik adalah tipis, but i'm still hoping.

not gonna see you again

the statement is painful. so much, because i'm gonna leave you forever... it's my mistakes for knowing you. hurt me so much and i know i hurt other people.

sick with the word hurt and hurting forced me to do this... and i'll try my best for letting my day as happy as i can..

n i do this just to protect you from the one who protecting me.. hence,i'll try to not gonna see you again..sayonara my past~

(T.T)