Thursday, November 27, 2008

i am ready to let go of him....

suddenly i was shocked because i have no more feeling towards the guys that i like before... when the 2nd sem begin..all the last me were change..I'm no longer interested to be in relation.

when he started to reply, answer my phone call three weeks before... i was so happy.. i started to reduce all my feelings towards all the guys here... but then something happened between me and him cause me to give up with all these..i just want to be myself..being in love make me no more than i just want to be like before..

  • not easily fall in love..
  • very high demand in choosing a guy
  • wait until i finished my matrix program than only I'll look forward into relation
  • even if he shows response on me..i will not step out from my words

i'll fix!
for this time! and i will never change..
focus on my study

Saturday, November 22, 2008

tagged by Alia lah pulok`

01. what is the most important thing in your life ?
wallet, diary, hp and mp3

02. what is the last thing you bought with your own money ?

03. where do you wish to get married ?
pah house in kuala kangsar..sangat ingin since i attend the first wedding ceremony there

04. how old do you think you will get permanently owned by your lover ?
as soon as possible..hahaha..maybe 26

05. are you in love ?
??? perlu jawab ke?

06. where was the last restaurant you had dinner at ?
pizza hut taiping

07. name the latest book you bought ?

08. what is your full name ?
Nur Syahidatul Anis Binti Nasarudin

09. do you prefer mother or father?
erm~ both!

10. name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time?
jodoh saya??

11. christina or britney?

12. do you do your own laundry?

13. the most exciting place you want to go?

14. hugs or kisses ?

15. point out five things about the person who tagged you
kaco betul!
org yang sangat suka buat tagged kowt~
lalala(having fun?)

16. eight things i’m passionate about
org2 yang pelik
keluar outing ramai2
gelak2 like hell
jerit2 tak tentu hala???
pakar sakit puan???
Dia yang sangat susah untuk dilupakan(
benci hell)

17. eight books i have read recently
Harry potter (1-7 kira tujuh dah lah kan?)
Biology(campbell) lalala

18. eight songs i’ve been listening over and over again

  1. Biarlah(nidji)
  2. ku mahu kau tahu(hujan)
  3. Halusinasi (MUH)
  4. Cinta Terhalang (BoB)
  5. One Night Only(Jennifer Hudson)
  6. Only You (sape nyanyi eh?)
  7. wanita(ct)
  8. kolibre(maksim)

19. eight things i learned this year
  1. good friends always be where we are
  2. man and sex...can't be separate
  3. love is emotion
  4. laugh is a medicine of hurt
  5. family is the one who enjoys us more
  6. SLE is a disease about immunity
  7. if we want something, than do it with our heart..insyaAllah dapat
  8. kerja tak leh bertangguh..buang masa...lalala

20. persons you tag
Ling fei please..
roti bakar..
kak aishah
Kak fatin
dah lerr..

tagged by Roti Bakar..((1st time di tagged so agak rajin nak buat))

Thee~ sape lah yang rajin men tagged org nie..

.: Perihal 7 jawapan :.
Anda mestilah jujur dan amanah ketika menjawab soalan2 killer ni.

1. 7 ciri wanita/lelaki idaman anda.
  1. pandai drive
  2. pandai amik ati mak apak aku
  3. ada sense of humour
  4. baik ngan family dia
  5. smart (tak ensem tak pe, janji tak selekeh)
  6. tak amik kesempatan
  7. truly good guy

2. 7 wanita/lelaki yang pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup.

  1. Noh Hujan
  2. Lan MUH
  3. Aiden (pen pal saya)
  4. Airic (adik pen pal saya)
  5. eric(kawan sy)
  6. "Apek"
  7. A*Y (lattest yang skang ne dalam usaha untuk buang..thee~)

3. 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang yang anda minati.

  1. nervous
  2. happy of course
  3. dihargai
  4. clumsy
  5. something wrong
  6. speechless
  7. no idea

4. 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama pasangan anda.

  1. ausie
  2. kelantan yang dirindui(wahaha)
  3. london
  4. bali
  5. gopeng???(maybehanyaberpasanganpasabesmatrik..hehehe)
  6. japan
  7. sabah (paksabelimutiara..hehehe)

5. 7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin akan anda hadiahkan pada pasangan anda.

  1. Jam
  2. wallet
  3. perfume
  4. chocholate
  5. home made card
  6. kasut
  7. tie

6. 7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda nyanyikan untuk pasangan anda.

  1. Biarlah(nidji)
  2. ku mahu kau tahu(hujan)
  3. Halusinasi (MUH)
  4. Cinta Terhalang (BoB)
  5. One Night Only(Jennifer Hudson)
  6. Only You (sape nyanyi eh?)
  7. wanita(ct)

7. 7 rakan yang anda tag dan mahu mereka buat perihal 7 nih. WAJEB WEI.
mereka musti diberitahu akan perihal ini.

  1. Nadia yang bakal buat blog~
  2. Ling fei new friends in blogger
  3. Ms Alia yang tagged saya untuk post lepas nie
  4. Kak Aishah dengan friendster blognye
  5. Kak Fatin yang amat malas nak view blog saya
  6. Org yang rajin belaka
  7. org yang view saya~

Friday, November 21, 2008

girls out there

my concern is..stop being stupid because of guys..

memang la 'barang' korang, suka ati korang ar nak buat apa, but then, trust me, lelaki skang mana boleh percaya.. kononya " you prove to me that you love me, kalau you bagi body you kat i, you proved yang you cintakan i"

shit! please..tolonglah... once you dah 'meletup' that guy tak kan bertanggung jawab punya..

ada ke lelaki yang nakkan gurl yang dah di tebuk beruang?

renung2kan... peace..

based on the stories happened in the *******

(ps: i will not censored that word because i'm seriously point that word to guys yang behave macam binatang)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008


title: Change lecture, practical class and tutorial class for all kmpk student for sem 2

objective: 1. to see whether the students can adapt to the surrounding of the new class
2. to try whether the new system will help in improving the students achievement.

apparatus: students of kmpk students, paper for list, MIS

procedure:1. enter the MIS and arrange the student randomly
2. start the class immediately when the sem begin


-will be see when the end of the sem..maybe after the result released-

discussion: update the students attendent, marks, achievement for every event
precaution should be take to the students who looks like going to fail.

conclusion: if the experiment success, the system will continue for the next session.

what the heck? kita org jadi bahan experiment..or maybe just for me kowt agak susah untuk adapt dengan persekitaran baru jd....


Thursday, November 06, 2008

tak nak tengok dia lagi!

owh sangat lah penat suka org...
pspm macam bangang...
study lah pulak..
boring ngan dia.


((what about kalo suddenly dia response?terpaksalah jilat balik kan? but sure, it will not happened!))

boring ngan hitam

sangat boring ngan warna hitam..punya lah lama friendster profile tu warna hitam...also with my blog..maka tukarlah ke warna yang lebih ceria...suka!


Tuesday, November 04, 2008

some question for me

1. how are you?
erm...i think worst...more to lovesick..wek
2. who was the last person you hugged?
my mom
3. where do you like to be the most?
my room...
4. whats your fave film?
HP maybe
5. what did you last laugh about?
imagine about guys [name] driving a car..will he look hot?
6. where was your default took?
no idea
7. whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?
erm.. he look smart but not handsome, and he is not in relation with anyone
8. if your in school, whats your fave lesson?
9. what do you work as / want to work as?
hoping to be a doctor but seems like my PSPM were just like hell... so i have nothing to think...
10. do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?
= nope. game dalam handphone ada lah...
11. who never fails to make you laugh?
my friends yang tinggal kat room p3tb04..yang juga merupakan sumber food yang tak mengecewakan
12. what are you listening to right now?
erm...indie songs kowt
13. i bet you miss someone, who?!
14. are you happy with your life right now?
15. who was the last person you texted?
ayue~ and she makes me laugh
16. who do you live with?
family.. i have no bf right? not even husband
17. do you like living with them?
sangat..sumber food+money+happiness+entertainment+blablabla
18. what does your profile song mean to you?
ada ke? macam tak letak..
19. who did you last shout at and why?
Tiara kowt..because..dia memilih sangat!
20. are you normally a happy person?
maybe..because saya si kanak2 riang...kanak2 tak de masalah kan? tapi macam tak je
21. what was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?
last with dick and jane..ngan my cousin..farah
22. do you remember how you was 3 years ago?
cam ngah amik pmr je.
23. if you had one wish, what would you wish for?
hope examiners yang tanda paper bio tu silap kira markah bagi lebih sikit
24. when was the last time you lied?
pagi tadi kowt..masa exam muet..
25. any last words?
sorry yer...bahasa melayu saya agak merepk skang ni sebab banyak sangat guna bahasa pasar.. and my english doesn't goes so good.. eh eh eh..thank you

saya bukan lesb...

and will not be!

tak faham betullah manusia skang nie..doesn't mean when i have no BF means that i like girls

and also it doesn't mean when i said "serik dengan guys", means that i will never have feeling towards them..

seriously, saya suka sumone, and he's a guy. and dia ialah betul2 lelaki, bukan 'lelaki. wtf lah org2 yang ckp camni...

might be because i care my friends so much, jd mereka cakap macam ni... i care people who i love..and i love my friend..jadi tolonglah..

Saya bukan lesbo!

hahha..anyone agree with me?

erm..guys nampak hot bawak kereta... kakaka...

i love to shows that i'm still not yet matured...hehehe

mekacih lah ayue sebab layan gila aku nie

saya lovesick

ngan sumone..
tapi maybe sekejap je kowt...
nanti hilang lah suka tu..

hanya kalau dia tak response..hahaha


hoping on the first paper only..2nd paper sangatlah macam hampeh

ok lah..but kalo nak cakap A payah jer~

the most bloody one..might be because i'm expecting something hard from this paper, so tak baca yang basic..bukak paper trus blank..hell!!

tunggulah result saya...pray for me