I wanna wish you...

Selamat Hari Raya

nak duit raya

tu sebab tak leh trima hakikat saya sudah 18 tahun...owh~ sedeyh banget deh...

tapi tak pe...

saya sudah matured!!

hahaha

Pink Lagi...

i went shopping for baju raya just now...so tired...and...suddenly menyampah..kenapa baju kurung mama tempah warna pink? Gosh....

berapa taun sudah pink...saya rasa almari saya sudah full dengan warna pink...wah..sngt benci!!!

SAY NO TO PINK!!!!

*actually i look worst with pink!*

Let's make it to the end

untuk membuatkan saya nampak bersalah, maka kamu yang berkaitan....saya sudah penat dan bosan main tarik tali dengan kamu... maka, jom end kan benda ni...saya akan usaha untuk lupakan kamu...

terima kasih sebab bagi saya peluang untuk dekat dengan kamu, kenal kamu lebih rapat, buat saya macam orang bodoh... sped half of my day thinking of you "sudah makan kah dia?", "sudah bangunkah dia?", "saya kacau diakah?"

BECAUSE I AM TOO TIRED OF IT!

MARI JADI MACAM DULU.

SO THAT SAYA TAK TERSEKSA LAGI!

jangan marah saya, tapi event baru2 ni, menyebabkan saya pk dua kali. kamu lambat response, sy makan hati, dan kamu terus marah sampai tak pernah care apa perasaan saya, tertunggu2 mesej kamu...risking my life there.... and KAMU YANG MARAH...padahal sepatutnya SAYA LEBIH BERHAK MARAH KAMU.

mungkin kamu sudah boring dengan saya... maka...

let's make this TTM relation to the end.

i rela we become a bestfriend..

forever!

Nape suma slow ne?

erghh! suma nak slow...boikot saya ke?

internet connection kat umah cam suwei jer..5 minit je mati, kena connect balik..sepak karang...hu~

itu satu slow~

second slow

right now, kami sedang kemas rumah... my dad keeps complaining saya sngat "slowmo"... betul la kot...sebab keja tu patut lima minit jadi 15 minit bila saya buat...and him sungguh sungguh la men'psyco' saya...uish~ bengang sudah...

yang peliknya, kat matrik, boleh pulak cepat...n saya kalo buat keja suma nak cepat bile away from my parent.

maybe, that's the reason why.... saja nak bermanja~

~KOT~

sekali lagi dia disconnect. hampeh betul!
sessungguhnya saya orang yang berpuasa!!

Worst Journey After All!!!!

hell! hell! hell!

the first 3 words lepas turun dari komuter...dah la padat...macam tin sardin...and everyone knows yang saya sangat benci pendatang asing..tak kira la dari mana...accept for tourist...

menyemak...

well, saya sangat penat actually, duduk dalam bas dr Kuala Kangsar, Perak((my kampung)) sampai KL for nearly 3 hours...my mp3 didn't works and i have to spent those 3 hours listening to 'klasik nasional'

BORING AMAT!!!

and then ambil pulak train kat kl sentral...from pudu, saya jalan sampai ntah mana2 ((in another word...sudah SESAT))until saya tahan satu teksi kat traffic light... oish..menggelabah amat!

taubat dah..pasni...tak nak lagi amik bas luar...kena kejar bas dalam..unfortunately, sy tak tau MUET saya kena waktu study leaves ke atau cuti sem....

matriks, study, owh..sangat penat... busy amat!!!

sampai nak amik tiket bas pun tak sempat...

itulah saya...

saya sanagat suka main2...PSPM???

saya terlalu banayk main...oish...result ups ri tu...tak lar baik sangat...soalan sangat senang, tap...tak boleh buat...ne suma asek main2 punya pasal...so sorry lah mom, dad...my last teacher...i know you hope on me so much...so

PSPM
masa untuk prove sudah bermula...

maka semua...tolong doakan saya....

saya sangat mahu jadi pakar neurology...so...

4.0
pointer


sangat penting for my ambition...


Chaiyok! Chaiyok!

oish~ i'm sorry....

sorry amat pada mereka yang saya maksudkan semalam...((last post)) ...

i didn't mean of saying them...but too tired of love...might be god didn't want me to have any special relationship with anyone...HE protecting me i believe... so, saya serah bulat2 pada takdir...

• tak mau lagi nangis untuk love,
• tak mau pening2 untuk love,
• tak mau termenung untuk love
• tak mau lagi penat2 untuk love...

because now i think it was
MEREPEK
sorry yer pada sape yang terasa

penat dah...pasni tak yah nak susah kalo 'dia' merajuk dengan saya

All guys are same!!!

for god sake, why don't they choose someone with a good attitude? why should look at how they use to appear. i mean, Beautiful...why is it always on the first line to choose somebody to be loved...

and it was a sad when you use to like a guy, and he shows some good response to you..but at the same time he uses you to get knowing of your friend... GUYS! if you want someone...then talk directly to her. don't use her friend or anyone that she near to. it's hurt the people...even you didn't like her, or the sentence you use to use "i only accept you as my friend", but friend does not their friends feeling...do understand them...

i'm so sick seeing people crying because of love...supposed, it should be something happy, but Gosh! it's getting worst...

guys out there...please!!! do care of our feeling...

talk this based on my experienced...
once again i lost a guy to a beautiful girl..
is it my mistake?

friendster.... banned!!!! oh no~

FRIENDSTER

didn't know why suddenly it has been banned from our CR ((cr is cyber remaja, a place where our college student use for accessing internet))

durrr... i'm so sick already...where else can i contact my friend?

oh no~

is it really friends?

bye bye

i use to hear this song now so that i will not feel so down...

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked throught
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss you but I try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm be right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye) [x3]
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss but I try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you (bye)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye byyyyyye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye) [x3]
(The hardest thing to say byyyyye)
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
(I never knew it)
And everyday life goes on like
(Everyday of my life I wish)
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
(I wish)
"I miss you but I try not to cry"
(I wish you could hold me as time goes by)
And soon as you reach a better place
(And soon as you reach a better place)
Still I'll give the world to see your face
(Still I'll give the world to see your face)
And I'll be right next to you
(And I'll be right here next to you)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(And the hardest thing is to do is say bye byyyyyyyyyyyye)
It's hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye so come on somebody sang it with me wave your hands up high
This for my peoples who just lost somebody
Said this is for eeeeeeeeverybody
Just clap your hands to the sky
Cause we will never say bye bye

i'll try to upload this song here....still on progress

i feel empty

suddenly...i feel empty...my life was meaningless.... everyday

he leaves me....i'm so sad

help me god....let me forget him

i love yo...so much...unfortunately you're not...
i can't force you....what can i do, is just letting you go...

i feel worst...
stay with me...anyone?

saya tak benci kamu...cuma

salam...satu benda yang paling meluat dan menyampah again happened in my life... saya tak benci kamu, cuma saya sangat penat menunggu...menyebabkan saya boring dan mudah ambil hati dengan kamu...kenapa kamu asyik buat saya sakit hati? kenapa asyik saya yang nak kena jaga hati kamu?

kalau kamu tak mahu saya, just said, so that i'm not going to wait for you anymore...lama sangat dengan kamu...saya cuba untuk setia. tapi kamu seolah2 cuba nak buat saya benci kamu... kalau itu yang kamu mahu...tahnish dan takziah...saya tak benci kamu, cuma saya bosan.

terserahlah...semoga tuhan panjangkan umur persahabatan kita!