Saturday, March 26, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
i wanna post bout yesterday. just a few. semalam join pertandingan 60an kat kangar ni ha. everything was going fine in the beginning, masuk saringan, lepas saringan, masuk final, buat rehearsal. every single thing is fine. but then bila tiba kat final, damn it! pecah! hampeh betul.
what i didn't understand is why? padahal, semuanya elok awal2, bila tarikh penting everything is spoil. masalahnya, bukan setakat nyanyian, even buat experiment pun suma tak jadi. apa yang berlaku nih?
nervous ke? hurm... masa belakang stage tu, memang gila nervous. tapi bila naik stage tu, trus cuba hilangkan nervous.. berjaya. tapi, mungkin bila dah nervous tu, nafas dah habis, jadi tak dapat nak tarik ngan betul. serious, i'm real dissapointed with myself, because i know i can do better than yesterday, but shit la... nape lah jadi cam ni.
everytime nak perform masalahnya. i think it start from preview festkum. belakang pentas confident, bila atas stage, nervous tak hilang, trus performance jadi teruk. damn it lah... nape ni wahai NUR SYAHIDATUL ANIS? apa masalah anda sebenarnya?
mungkinkah saya mengalami masalah tak confident pada diri sendiri? pada bakat sendiri? i really don't know the answer. but sometimes, i know i have talent, but, maybe yes, i don't really confident with it.. sabar je lah..
or maybe i have a stage fright?
Acquire complete comfort with your performance material. When you are singing, you should focus on the execution rather than frantically attempt to remember lyrics, notes and entrances. Natural nervousness can amplify into full-blown stage fright when you are not secure with the material.
Thoroughly warm up your vocal chords and body before a performance. The first affects of stage fright can strongly increase tension in the throat and various muscles throughout the body. Preempt this problem by doing vocal warm-ups, moderate limb stretches and deep breathing exercises.
Immerse yourself in the appropriate emotions of the piece and allow your performance to follow suit. Vocal performance is not only entertaining but cathartic for both the singer and the audience. Staying in the moment, as opposed to anticipating mistakes or mishaps that haven't even happened, will push your stage fright to the back your mind.
Connect with your audience. One of the scariest things about performing is the idea that everyone's eyes are on you and you alone. You can overcome this fear by feeding on the attention of the audience rather than dreading it. Make eye contact with individual members as if you were the only two in the room, essentially drawing them into your performance.
Genuinely enjoy yourself. This might sound simple, but it's easy to allow the anxiety of singing in front of an audience to eclipse the reasons you wanted to sing in the first place. Replace the pressure of not making a mistake with the intention of having a great time.
Monday, March 07, 2011
ps:// maaflah saya jadi "penumpang"
mood: bengang ngan macam2 orang.. parasit n org lain buat kerja, dia dapat nama.. geram? sorry for those harsh words. sape makan cili, dia rasa pedas
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
owh ye, saya tak sempat mengundi utk pemilihan MPP UniMAP. ni ada lah nak sesat kan topik. this is the first time unimap buat pilihan raya. before this, masa unimap tak buat pilihan raya, suma sibuk ckp unimap tade PRK. then tengok kali ni, bila ada buat pilihan raya, ada plak yang malas nak turun mengundi.. KASI LUKU JE KEPALA BEBUDAK EDUCATED NIH. banyak cakap tapi action tak buat.
well aku tak ngundi sebab, masa aku nak mengundi tu, kena beratur sangat panjang sebab tenet sangat lembab. tak sempat nak daftar. then dorang decided transfer student pergi kampung wai utk mengundi.. mana dan aku nak pi kampung wai.. bas nak gi UTHM da sampai ULU. so, terpaksa la tinggalkan aja... zip mouth kalo calon pilihan aku tak jadi MPP. huhuhu
sambung cita kat UTHM tu. at first we thought ada lah bengkel keroncong. rupa2nya tak de plak. datang2 trus rehearsal key and hari ahad tu trus bertanding. and know what, bertanding pagi.. damn it.
something happened that morning. waktu menyanyi tu, suara kuar suara ayam. hahah.. maybe sebab tak cukup warm up suara. banyak buat breathing je. haish.. yes i damn dissapointed with my self. first because keroncong is one of my favourite. always perform this kind of song kalu kat luar. unfortunately, because tak ready betul2 i fail.
but at least i do learn something from here. first, do have enough preparation before going for a competition, do have a good warm up, and do not give a high expectation.
seriously, i tak rasa kecewa tak menang, just kecewa with myself because i know i can do better then what i do there. but future, i'll try my best from what happened in keroncong 2011.
fortunately, our band get 3rd place. and sangat respect budak2 UPSI. sangat smart arrangemnt korang. 2nd time represent UniMAP main violin, memang this time, i gain a lot of experiences.
congrats to all of you.. next time try to do better
ps:// i really really really really really miss ISMMA. and also my life in SGB. feels like i didn't depend on people to guide me while playing violin and something that i can say there was 'the top of my life'. i really need that violin spirit right now. i really2 miss you all.. and i miss myself