Tuesday, March 01, 2011

something to learn

last few days pergi uthm, utk join festival keroncong makum. bertolak hari khamis pagi sampai khamis malam kat UTHM. memang tak buat apa dah.. penat gila.. sampai2 je trus mandi2 then tido sampai pagi tu.

owh ye, saya tak sempat mengundi utk pemilihan MPP UniMAP. ni ada lah nak sesat kan topik. this is the first time unimap buat pilihan raya. before this, masa unimap tak buat pilihan raya, suma sibuk ckp unimap tade PRK. then tengok kali ni, bila ada buat pilihan raya, ada plak yang malas nak turun mengundi.. KASI LUKU JE KEPALA BEBUDAK EDUCATED NIH. banyak cakap tapi action tak buat.

well aku tak ngundi sebab, masa aku nak mengundi tu, kena beratur sangat panjang sebab tenet sangat lembab. tak sempat nak daftar. then dorang decided transfer student pergi kampung wai utk mengundi.. mana dan aku nak pi kampung wai.. bas nak gi UTHM da sampai ULU. so, terpaksa la tinggalkan aja... zip mouth kalo calon pilihan aku tak jadi MPP. huhuhu

sambung cita kat UTHM tu. at first we thought ada lah bengkel keroncong. rupa2nya tak de plak. datang2 trus rehearsal key and hari ahad tu trus bertanding. and know what, bertanding pagi.. damn it.

something happened that morning. waktu menyanyi tu, suara kuar suara ayam. hahah.. maybe sebab tak cukup warm up suara. banyak buat breathing je. haish.. yes i damn dissapointed with my self. first because keroncong is one of my favourite. always perform this kind of song kalu kat luar. unfortunately, because tak ready betul2 i fail.

but at least i do learn something from here. first, do have enough preparation before going for a competition, do have a good warm up, and do not give a high expectation.

seriously, i tak rasa kecewa tak menang, just kecewa with myself because i know i can do better then what i do there. but future, i'll try my best from what happened in keroncong 2011.

fortunately, our band get 3rd place. and sangat respect budak2 UPSI. sangat smart arrangemnt korang. 2nd time represent UniMAP main violin, memang this time, i gain a lot of experiences.
congrats to all of you.. next time try to do better

ps:// i really really really really really miss ISMMA. and also my life in SGB. feels like i didn't depend on people to guide me while playing violin and something that i can say there was 'the top of my life'. i really need that violin spirit right now. i really2 miss you all.. and i miss myself

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