gunanya sahabat...

semalam telah call Kucai, mengadu kat dia about aku yang kesedihan... sedih not only bout guys, bout friends pun...sedih..nasib baik lah dia ada...

n then, dia cakap,

"kenapa kau ni mudah sangat jatuh hati pada lek?"
"aku pun tak tau ar cai... penat dah"
"tak pe lah...bulan pose ni, abis ko kol aku ni, amik air smayang, buat solat sunat 2 rakaat, minta pd Allah, ditutup pintu hati pada lelaki buat sementara ni, minta lapangkan hati untuk belajar"
"ok"

walaupun smalam aku tak buat tp, ari ni aku try lah buat ye kucai...bukan sebab aku ikut ckp ko, tp sebab aku rasa memang aku patut buat. berterabur dah hidup aku ni.

Kucai, a friend of mine since we're form 3. dua2 perangai cm x betul je..... pernah gaduh seminggu, pastu baik balik. pernah kena skandal, tp sekejap je. junior ar buat.. haih..kami terlalu rapat... berkongsi masalah. tapi selalunya masalah tu dari aku kan Cai kan? huhuhu...

he didn't declare me as his bestfriend, but he said i'm his enemy... everyday memang akan cr gaduh.

but pape pun kan Cai, aku sayang ko gak... walaupun smalam aku kata aku tak sayang ko... hahaha. kita kawan gila2 kan? aku doakan ko dpt la pom yang takkan main2kan ko... saba' na...

thanks for being my 2nd diary
Muhammad Khusairy

miss puasa in kmpk

well..ari ni dah masuk hari ke-7 kita puasa. n everyday is just da same. kelas habis bout 6-7pm... sampai kolej, food suma dah habis....

really miss kmpk. kadang2 tengah kuliah ni, n ckp balik trus bli food, i straight imagine kmpk's cafe. even kalo turun lambat pun, still ada food untuk dibeli.... n lg save kalo turun lambat.... but, in unimap, situation is different. completely different. turun awal, banyak lauk. turun lambat.... bad day for you.

hari selasa hari tu, my class end at 7pm. sampai wang ulu, food suma dah habis...nak tak nak. kena order. in the end, makan suma pukul 8.15.

ingat kalo kat kmpk, bli food at 6.50, sampai room pukul 7.10, dah leh bukak pose with roomate. owh...best nya time tu... rindu lah situation cam tu... ble lah unimap ni nk dpt kampus tetap. maybe it will change the situation... maybe...

rindu KMPK

eyh~ sakitlah!

bukan setakat sakit badan, sakit hati, sakit kepala suma ada.. durr~ masalah ni...

eh..saya suka dialah..tapi dia ada awek... nape dia layan aku dlm phone? tak leh stick pada awek dia sorg ke? haish... bengonglah ko ni isya... kang kalo dia tak layan ko gak yang sedih..

durr~ kesian kat awek dia weh... tapi kesian lagi kat aku... si A ni, kejap layan kejap tak... bosan ah camni.. tak pe la..mesej last tu mesej awal ramadhan.. kalo dia rasa nak kawan ngan aku, dia mesej lah.. kalo tak... sorry k...

pelik tak aku ni? kejap suka, kejap nyampah..cm org tak betul.. jadi cik Nur Syahidatul Anis@ Irsya... napelah ko trap diri ko ngan lek2 ni? menyusahkan hidup je.. hehehehe

saya merindui mereka... Amat2!

matrik friend

• Shila
• ayu
• a'an
• Nadiah *gila babinye nak gi p1*
• balkis
• im
• all T25
• Anne
• Nuyun
• Mimi
• Annur
• Erna
• Raby
• Aty
• ina
• Didie

School members

• Kucai
• amy
• Fida
• haya
• eka
• najah
• fizan
• Bariah
• 5sc1 students
• Hamzi
• Daus
• all the 'gendang'ist
• junior tarian n violin

*so hurt when i go to school and see a lot of changes there. unfortunately, i'm alone there... tak de org utk di luahkan perasaan sedih.*

Ismma Members

• Kak hanis
• Abg Jais
• Abg Azhar
• kak Aishah
• Kak Diana
• Kak Naqiah
• Izzatul
• Byry
• helmi
• abg Apis
• etc

*miss u guys... i want to hang out with u guys again n again.. siyesly*

my life as a talented person-part 3

what the heck.... pergi kelas..everyone was asking me, "irsya, which one is ur performance?"

i hate explanation... n i have to explain again n again.. so irsya, next time u'll make performance, don't tell people.

pergi kelas engineering skill macam ****.., Autocad is fine and fun, but, tak tau ar..aku seems cm blurr ngan komputer lately... still, have to do it by following all the rules in the module..

balik from engineering skills, again, start migraine.. n i have to skip kelas Biosystem.. sorry sir..not even prepare a letter pun...

tido ja.... sempat gak anta msj kat en Wan, nk p hepa, cr cd minus 1 for the performance on sunday.. n he said datang esok..

on friday, after class, si Tono wat miscol... i think miscol, becuse dia ingat aku d kelas kot.... sorry ya tono, isya betul2 problem in understanding what u said.. later, we should speak english in phone, but malay in our daily conversation...ngee~
he ask if i can sing for the closing with the band.. bagus lah... so, tak yah susah payah nak cr minus 1...

habis kelas, i went straight to kangar. herm... bli tiket bas and cr lirik lagu akan ku tunggu. haih~ penat nih.... along my way kat kangar.. i start having my headache. haih~ tak lama kat kangar, trus balik...sampai house trus tido.. that time was already 3 kot.

i woke up at 5 nearly to 6... ada 4 miscol and 8 msgs. 3 of them from Tono.

1st msg~ kalo practice pukul 3 esok nley?
2nd msg~ kalo tak leh, kte pract malam lah~
3rd msg~ kalo tak nak nyanyi pun tak pe tp reply msg ni ASAP k.

suda~ haih.. aku cam.. asal ni? durr~ aku straight anta msj " esok ptg boleh. sorry isya tido td migrain" n dia tak reply. some sort of revenge ke? ke? ke?
call dia n tak angkat. but later he reply.. good :D

the next day, kami wat latihan... so far no problem... but this time without adnan n 4 chain. drummer replace by Anip... a 4th year students... n no one replace adnan.. but his job for my song is taken by Zul (mas joko)<< have to learn to call his proper name>>

nothing different..maybe their style... maybe..

malam.. alone in house.. even ask ija teman pun, still.. takut tak bangun.., so send msg to both hartono n zul

" kalo esok ada latihan pagi, kejut isya eh..." buruk hell perangai aku.. tak reti nak bangun awal.. bout 15 mins, zul reply:
"alala..bangun lah awal2 cik adik oi..."
"erm~ in case tak sedar.. sensorg kat umah ni.." i reply
" herm ye la..nanti suh tono kejutkan"

hehhehe

bangun pagi, it is 8.30 a.m... 2 msgs from Hartono... asking kalo latihan pukul 9-12 bley tak.. then..he cancelled it.hahaha.. bagus betul sungguh memahami abang2 ku ini.

so, trus gi rehearsal, yang mana... si zul tersalah tone for the Akan ku tunggu song. hehehe.. atas pentas kot.. seb bek rehearsal.. kalo betul?
so after rehearsal sekali, trus gi latihan kat studio HEPA. to make sure kami mahir betul2.. n aku tak hafal lirik kot... haih...

malam... tak gi tempat show ngan dorg.. went wif fatimah by bus... sampai sana... sikitnya org.. hehe.. ok lah tu... dok blakang pentas.. borak with zul n tono.. asik gelak je.. hehe.. nampak zahid lalu infront of me.. kecik je orgnya.. hahaha.. dapat tangkap gambar ngan dia.. suka tak? pelik2 je aku ni. since when aku minat amik gambar ngan artis...

n then borak2 with Libren... owh~ that night was so fun...

then, time to perform.. all the musicians suma naik atas.. in addition, the band was back up by the UKR(unit kebudayaan rekreasi) band... untuk bg tak nmpak kosong... n i was busy talking with fatimah...sampai...

"ISYA! CEPAT!"

hoh..my turn... owh, relax2...

so... naik atas pentas...perform..n when i hear back my performance, 3 unobvious pitching mistakes occur during that Akan Ku tunggu song...

hehehe... tak pe lah... dah selesai pun.. redha je lah.. hehehee

sebelum perform tu, abg wan d tanya, "kalo, malam ni kena cut gak lagu mcm mana?"
"hehehe...redha je lah" hahaha

alhamdulillah, malam tu semua yang dalam list tu suma perform...

end of my life as the talented person for that week. akhirnya dapat juga saya pulang ke rumah..homesick sudah... sabar ye abg2 ku... satu hari nanti anda akan balik ke rumah juga.. thanks for the music~

my life as a talented person-part 2

erm.... the next day, tak de latihan, sebab bdk band join clash of the band. okays~

the next day, after habis kelas ect 100, hanta msj kat en hermi
"salam En. hermi, isya ni... nk tanya,mlm ninye transport cmne?"
"malam nnt, 4 chain amik awak"
"oh, ok"

why i ask about malam trus? sebab masa tanya ri tu, dia kata, tak mo rehearsal..so tak pk bout that.

sampai umah truz zzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

wake up from sleep there's 11 miscol and 4 msg. from En. Hermi, 4 chain n celcom. huhuuh...

msj from 4 chain " kat mana? ada sound check skang ni"
msj from en. hermi "isya, 4 chain dok kol awak nak amik awak"

owh~ bagus sungguh tido mati...trus call 4 chain, tell him. tak dtg rehersal ptg tu, n he said, he'll take me at 8 pm nnt.

8 pm, siap make up, wait for him kat bawah....8.30 br dia samapi...dia smayang maghrib kot..tu lambat. n dah sampai simpang, he got a call from either, hartono, or zul or adnan, telling suh amik hartono kat simpang... si din dah cakap dah, asal tak sampai stadium baru cakap tak de transport? hahaha

sampai stadium, lepak belakang pentas... and dorg talking bout baju, n protokol sebab tuanku raja muda ada. so, sgtlah menyampah. i hate protokol. n Adnan demam. keeps telling me kalo dia tak larat, dia main duduk je.

suddenly en. wan dtg, ask me if i can sing for penutup. so i just said, ok...

herm~ but suddenly~ 4 chain dtg...

"ada bad news" he said
"what?"
"kita kena cut satu lagu"
"good,"i said myself
"potong je lah lagu isya,"
"tak pe ke?"
"tak pe... lena diulit intan..there's a lot of skill you can exposed..."
besides, aku tak tau protokol... aku cuak that day.. so when i know, kena cut rasa cam nak jerit suka hell.

but, 4 chain discuss ngan en wan, he was about to ask to sing my song gak.. but discuss3, they play lena di ulit intan. nice~

at that time, i just think nak nyanyi lagu apa penutup ni? budak band tak de... so i have to find minus 1...no idea~

balik umah... start migrain... stupido.. don't know why~

will continue to 3rd part~

my life as a 'talented' people??-part 1

it was monday 3 august 2009. i was sitting on my bed, baru bangun dari tido from 6.30 to 8.30 pm. bangun dr tido, i looked at my phone. no msj, no miscall. good~ means no show for convo festival.

*out from my room*

"Min, you buat apa?"
"access internet.. so slow lah uwang ulu line."
"hehehe"

*gi masak air, nak buat maggi*

air masak, and maggi siap. hehehe..maka pe lagi melantak lah...

"wah, sedapnya maggi" su said
"nak ke?"
*geleng*

after finish eating, masuk bilik... and about 5 minutes masuk bilik, tetiba

*phone ringing*

"en. Hermi?? what the heck..malam hell ni"

*angkat phone*

"hello??"
"Isya eh?"
"yup. nape?"
"awak de wat pape ke malam ni?"
"tak de. kenapa?"
"nak panggil latihan untuk malam opening convo"
"owh, la ni ke?"
"ha. bley tak?"
"erm ok... saya nak tunggu kat mana ni?"
"kat guard depan, kat futsal"
"oh, ok."

what the heck? tak mandi lagi nih! lantak ah, aku tido, bukannya beronggeng tadi.
*tukar baju, merungut ngan housemate jap, n trus turun tunggu kat futsal. lambat hell, so tengok org lalu lalang. heh! tak lama pastu, chain dtg. good. malu aku dok situ sorg2!*

*borak2 tanya nama, asal, umo,sampai studio*

::owh, bukan studio u.. studio luar::

*walks in, saw Abg Adnan, Abg Tono, n Abg Mas Joko.*

::good, at least i know someone. how could aku gi tempat camni? aku sorg pom kot? naseb bek, ada akak2 kat luar::

"isya, tak takut ke?" Abg Adnan said *acting to pukul him, but tak wat pon.*

*masuk studio, training lagu leaving on the jet plane AGAIN! after 2 hours kot, baru balik...*

"eh, hang amik elektrik kan?" asking to abg Adnan.
"tak ah, elekronik"
"ada blaja elektrik tak masa 1st year?"*stupid, soklan bodoh utk ditanya pada budak elektronik*
"ada, fundamental of elctrical circuit" he replied.
"good, ada reference book tak?"
"ada, nak ke?"
"um!"
"amik trus ah" *Diam* "eh, hang bli kat aku ah"
"pape ah, bape hang nak jual?"
"20?"
"whatever"
"eh jap" *he runs to mas joko* "bape eh kte bli ri tu?
"60"mas joko said.
" herm, hang bli kat aku 30."
"pape ah."
*diam*
"weh, tak yah ah bli, hang pinjam 1 sem, pastu habis sem, bg aku balik."
"okayh. nak by tonight. bleh tak?
"by tonight?"
"yup, sok TEST"
"herm, balik kang tunggu kat mak guard"
"okayh~"

*chain anta balik, sampai hostel, wait for him until 12.00 baru nampak dia with that thick book*

"ingat kan hilang tadi, tak nampak isya"
"rabun~ isya pinjam ye. 1 whole sem."
"okayh"

*balik, masuk umah, trus study for test... gila2 study, but still, next day, aku hanta kertas kosong gak for question 2. hehehehe... i hate electrical technology.!*