i wanna cry

i wanna cry.. really.. since i am form five, i didn't know how to manage my feeling if a problem on feeling after me. so sucks! the whole day of mine was nothing today...

Irsya...
remember the time you wrote here that you will only fall in love when you are in third year? where is the promise?
maybe it's the time to stop like people as people never know you like them. the word like isn't permanent. the word like is just a temporary.. but still when you like people, but they don't, it hurt you much.

seriously, and obviously, you should be a professional, as you will always see him after this, as people already know you. be a PROFESSIONAL. a people who have a work affair, shouldn't have a personal affair with each other.

stop blaming yourself, because every teenagers would like to feel of loving and being love. but as for now, please don't do it. cause you'll hurt and you will never secure anything unless a horrible life..

it's not wrong for being in love, but you always got a wrong person, a wrong situation and a wrong time!

Leaving on a jet plane

sape pernah dengar lagu ni? of course saya pernah dengar..that's why i sing for 2nd Majlis Ramah Mesra..

n i don't know why i love this song since i was form 5... maybe there's something special about this sing... for who? ntah.. when i try to memorise it, i can't... tak ingat apa pun...

oh yes, malam MSK 2nd, i will always remember it... i think i've done my best for the performance... huh.. gonna miss that night so much...

thanks En. Wan & En Hermi for that... for calling me to make a performance... PUAS!

pelik meh~

nape eh? why? nape?

Nape bile melayu jalan ngan chinese or indian, suma org akan pandang pelik? nape meh?

haih~ pelik nih~ tak tau ar kot perasan aku je kot, tp..pelik meh..

and i see him walking with a girl... haih~ sedih nih~ huhuhu... tak pe lah.. one last time to see him..after this, maybe jarang jumpa..kalo dorg tak panggil show..huhuuh...

STUDY WEH

Happy Birthday Anis

Happy birthday dear...

may Allah bless you

and may you got what you want

SwEeT 19 GuRL

hahaha...dah tua kot...i'm now 18+1

Alkisah di UniMAP

owh..sangat lah lama tak online... sangat lah kelam kabut di unimap.. kerana kampus kami sangat 'Besar....'

nak cerita pasal oriented... tp... sikit sikit ah ye,..gugugu

first day

huhuh... as usual..tapi aku still tak faham. kenapa suma org nak wat poco-poco? gugug.. baru sampai perlis kot. habis daftar..rehat for two hours i guess, then trus gi oriented.. durr~ penat tak habis...
at this time, baru aku tahu ada document tak lengkap.. heh.. sedih tol..camne nih? tapi tak pe...cool down walaupun aku start mengadu kat roomate aku about problem aku kot..gugugu.

2nd day

herm..hari pendaftaran 2nd. hantar semua maklumat student kat staff..mak aku pun mengatakan kepada mereka bahawa aku tak bawak salinan surat beranak and suma sijil2 aku masa kat skolah dulu..haosh~ lalu mereka mengatakan bahawa "tak pelah dik..tapi nanti bawak buat spare takut nanti PPK nak" goish.. penat je aku bersedih sehari semalam...wek~
oh ye.. hari ni kot ada ujibakat and i sing some sort of "wahai perigi~ perigi! airnya biru~ (traditional song)" huhuhu
and also.. hari ni kena migrain plak. maybe sebab terlalu terang cahaya, n terlalu banyak ceramah..hahaha... so saya balik ke kolej kediaman by AMBULANCE kolej je.huihuhu. sebab sakit kepala sangat.. tak leh bangun.. sampai je kolej, cas handphone dapat mesej dari PPMS saying that

"Tahniah, anda terpilih untuk membuat persembahan pada malam ramah mesra. sila reply mesej ini dengan no matrik anda"

hahaha.. berjaya akhirnya~

3rd day

kenapa suma org yang terpilih dipanggil keluar but aku tak? macam tertinggal je? huhuhu... so aku wat bodoh je lah..sampai lah lepas solat maghrib, dia anta mesej suruh gi studio nyanyian.. pelik2... malam tu..dapat skip ceramah lagi..huhuhu
and also..pilih lagu traditional yang sangatlah susah... pernah dengar, but tak pernah bawak.. so need time... last..aku pilih lagu patah hati. hahah..actually memang aku patah hati pun.lalaalal

4th day

pendaftaran di PPK Bioproses untu program Kej Biosistem. sekejap je.. dapat first priorities kot sebab aku nak wat show dat night kan.. ces cakap cam hebat je.hahaha, kira hebat lah kan.. sebab malam tu atas pentas yang sama, L Ramlie pun perform gak.. maybe aku new generation ni, tak tau pun sapa L ramlie tu..ngeng~

NC sangat sporting, and he loves music..said our seniors... memang..sangat. maka..tak hairanlah jadi camni... lalal..

performance malam tu..ok je~ not.good.not.bad~

5th day

... dah lah balik malam tu pukul satu... nak kena pindah pulak dari kg wai ke wg ulu. durr...penat hell. so aku just kemas2 n trus pack pergi wang ulu... sampai, daftar masuk room.. rehat untuk tido...huhuu.. yes~
penat ah unimap nih..hehehe..

next post, aku akanb post pasal MSK kat wang ulu lak... yang tadi tu U nye MSK, ni kolej kediaman plak..

until then~ chow~