Tong sampah bergerak..

ok... yang ni tak tau lah rungutan or benda lain..herm~

dalam hidup aku ada tong sampah bergerak. first, beg aku yang aku slalu bawak ke sana- sini bila gi jalan2. huh, siyes, bile balik dari jj td, when i open my beg, banyak hell sampah yang bukan dibuang tadi but once upon a time. huhu.. tak pe lah..tu boleh buang. but 2nd one is...

ME!!!

story untuk ni ialah, i've been ask by mama to follow her to go to the kenduri. and she took foods for her and my adik while, i took mine... and always, mana2 pergi pun..i'll always heard this word arrangement.

"anis, adik tak habis lah. anis habiskan ye."

always. dimana2 pun. rumah of course. you know what, kalo lah aku ni kurus, it will be fine for me to take that job..masalahnya badan aku ni dah macam tong drum k.

so, ma... did care what you ask before you ask... hahaha

respond to Nadiah~ bila kenyataan tue menyakitkan..

huh... sometimes, we didn't know what they (our parent) really want. but for sure, they really care for our future. sampai dorang tak tau yang dorang dah pun menyakitkan sikit perasaan kita. but still, when parents do it to us, it does not considered as hurting us. because in our world now, community much care about children hurting their parents, not vice versa.

masalah kita hampir sama, but still, ada jugak yang bezanya. my parent keeps wanting me to be a doctor. actually hoping is the right word.

but with that **** pointer, how would i be? dengan pinjaman mara tak boleh nak buat... sangat sedih as i can't go to private. mana2 nak buat pinjaman pun tak boleh.

but still Nadiah, ko bley pergi private, but aku?? i only can hope for PTPTN. sedih hell..

Paling sedih bila waktu nak apply U, my munm still ask,"doktor dah tak boleh lah?" know what, walaupun dia tanya untuk her knowledge, but still hurt tahap gila nye. sebab sebelum ni aku dah penat cakap, and she has asked a lot of doctor kat hspital, for GIRLS, it needs 4 to be a doctor. penat lah... sedih sedih sedih..

tak pe lah.. sekarang ni, we can only hope for a miracle... sabar lah Nadiah... sabarlah aku juga..

i really want UMK

yup...sangat nak Universiti Malaysia Kelantan.. bukan sebab apa..but because of the course that i apply. huh!

all my ambition nak masuk UM dah hancur masa SPM dulu..this time pun... lepas a few weeks duk matrik.. i dah tetapkan nak masuk UKM.. but again.dissapoint by myself!

bosanlah camni.. hurr... moga dapatlah umk tu...of course bukan medic... as i have say goodbye kat medic masa first sem, what so ever pun.. dimana ada rezeki buat saya, disitulah saya ada nanti.huhuhu

satu lagi..bahasa apalah yang aku guna ni? nape yang macam tunggang terbalik bahasa melayu aku ni? also..i'm not really good with English Language..i got band 3 je kot.huh!
nk ckp aku ada third language...tak de pun..

bahasa apa aku nak guna ni? please...

just a few words

now... saya sudah 18 tahun..going to 19 this july. kalau boleh nak kahwin paling awal 24, paling lambat 26....

n kalau boleh, kali ni nak relation trus kahwin.

so... tak nak ah kapel skang... takut boring ngadap muka dia hari2.

huh.
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maybe ada sesetengah org cakap, ortodoks lah aku ni. tp, for my best...tak nak kapel skang... nak kapel bila aku dah masuk 2nd year @ 3rd year kat U. itupun kalo aku betul2 interested nk kapel time tu.

imagine lah kalo kapel skang, gaduh, berperang tak ingat dunia. huh. tak bley..tak bley. so better lah aku tak kapel skang.

kalo lah tak de sape nak aku kan... so, aku suh ah mak @ ayah aku carikan... parental arrangement..

tp..tu lah.. aku still tak nak kapel skang..eventhough aku agak attract kat sumone skang.. huhuhu..

moga aku dapat dia..tapi..bukan skang.

AMIN...

oh kamu yang tahu...

sakit apakah saya? demam sangat dahsyat. pening sangat teruk.. batuk tak henti2,
kuman apakah yang berada dalam badanku ini?

cik Alia yang ambil microb..sila jawab..huhuhu..

atau, kak aishah yang studying medic, please give me a clue...

sangat berputar kepala...

Happy Mother's Day Mama

A little bit late to post..but HAppy Mother's Day Mama... suppose it's should be a very fine simple celebration.. but then... something happened....

i went to KL yesterday... because yan and uncle are going for umrah... so we stay at Yan's house for a night... Tengok AF...and i have to said dis..penipu punya Astro... tak nak aku tengok AF dah! huh!

so... esoknye kami ke KLIA. best..tapi... SOMETHING HAPPENED

suma org tau tax kat KLIA sangatlah tinggi. so i decide to not buy anything. then, my brother merengek nak beli McFlurry.... it cost RM 6.30...2 bugs more then the actual price...sangat lah bengang...and I said to mama... jangan turutkan... bukan busuk hati..but bosan ngan attitude both of my parents yang suka sangat turutkan adik i.

and then as usual... diturutkan jugak..and i was like yelling kat my mum.. saying something yang still bertapis... but sangat menyakitkan. she didn't express it to me.. but she talk with my other aunts saying what she do is right.. nothing wrong after all.

the whole day of mine was sucks!

i always want to fixed with my pricipe...parents always right... tapi.. untuk benda macam ni.. i don't think it's right.

Please Mum and Dad.. i'm not jealous.. but i want him to be better in future. if you keep giving what he wants... do you think he can?

i am so dissapointed.. Sumpah

He means nothing to me..

nama pun ex...

ok well...memang lah aku rapat ngan ex2 aku sblum ni... but dia tak boleh ok.

he hurted me so much... tolonglah..

bosanlah cakap pasal benda ni...

tolonglah jgn cakap lagi yang aku still nak dia...

sebab..

aku memang tak nak dia!