ready tak ready kena face jugak

ha... next week dah start exam. tapi aku semacam tak ready je.. ye lah, dok menadap laptop seharian, pastu tgk moie.. ngek kan? but alhamdulillah, few subjek ada dah buat revision awal, just nak tgk imbas2 je..huhuh

but siyesly, aku tak tahu pun aku exam apa n bila.. ang aku tahu, dua paper pertama aku ialah heat n mass ngan statistic engineering... percaya atau tak, dua subjeck ni aku macam ready gila2 nak amik exam... ahahaha.. others, hurmm... macam lalang dah.

pape pun, kawan2 beta... gud luck ye... ganbatte ne!!!! huhu <---- influence cita jepun... aishhh~~

that's all from me... huhu.. pray for me people.. :)

update before a week of study

hurm... finally, dapat pun peluang utk update blog.. bukan setakat peluang, but mood.. itu yang penting... hehheh...

owh, new things about me? kalo sape baca my status kat FB, they'll know yang i sangat2 addicted ngan drama jepun right now. haaa... kalo dulu bosan mengadap laptop, but semenjak oguri shun jadi my desktop background nih, excited pulak ngadap laptop... huhuuh....

owh, yes, saya minat oguri shun... tambah lagi dengan matsumoto jun.. haaa... mengeluh aku dengar nama dua org nih... tapi.. something that you guys really need to know, i don't think that they really take my heart away from Johnny depp. take my eyes, yes, but heart, no! huhu... siyesly weyh, they don't even care... ahahha.. so why should i?

owh ye, i've received award of "sri budayawati" unimap. arigatou!!!!! i believed i received the award due to my involvement in performance and talent i grew in UniMAP.. not only singing, but i do become a violinist to supposed-two-but-one competition which is keroncong.. the othe one which i didn't got chance to join is that sayembara puisi.. sad (T.T)

i love doing all, singing, music, dancing.. but still in unimap, i haven't got chance to dance yet... owh yes, better not... take away that words!! ahahah...

so, my whole gratitude is to those who help me along last year, this year in performance and competition.. without you guys, i won't be able to do by myself. thanks to En Wan for giving me chance to join dondang sayang, nasyid bla bla bla, to libren, azuan, and abg det for da help and support for festkum... abg det especially because a lot of things from him... walaupun keroncong tak menang (hua T.T).. haish.. tu la berlagak sangat tak nak buat warm up suara pagi... grrrr... then to en mi, kak ita, en fendi, kak wani... n suma lah... thanks you so much

then to coki, naz, kak aida, my classmates who really2 appreciate my talent after all. and of course to those yang meminjamkan saya alat make up n selendang n kasut utk show.. ahha... saya pinjam selendang, bukan baju.. ngeee.. talking about this, hurm ada yang tak senang bila tgk saya terlampau aktif... tak tahu la apa masalah anda... sorry to said.. but lately, aside from being a first-impression- thought person, i'm also has become a tone and facial reader... obvious sangat ada yang tak ikhlas.. kalo anda tak ikhlas, you don't have to say a word pun... tak perlu nak membusuk hati..

owh, ini bukan dituju kepada classmate saya ye... tapi kepada mereka2 yang berkenaan... know wha, i hate talking right now. yet i hate listening to what people talks... cause sometimes, keikhlasan tu takde... much better don't ask n don't talk..

no one really understand, but as i said before, never hope people to understand you and accept you.. you'll find it meaningless.. kan? owh, actually niat tak nak emo taip entry nih, but, terpaksa... ok shut the hell case.

saya sangat kesian kat classmate saya sebenarnya... compare saya dengan mereka, mereka sangat rajin.. kalo saya tido pukul 12, dorang akan tido pukul 2. kalo saya tido pukul 2, dorang akan tido pukul 4... kalo saya tido pukul 4, dorang takkan tido n terus pegi kelas esoknya.. ni suma gara2 lab report n design project... siyesly ppk bioproses, utk adik2 junior saya nnt, jangan lah letakkan sampai 4 lab dalam satu semester... anda da grab kami punya planning utk subject wajib jugak... next sem, kena struggle utk subjek wajib pulak... sabar je lah...

siyesly, i wonder... am i really a 2nd year student.. cause i feel like i'm a 4th year student who undergoes FYP progress. everyday in lab, everyday mengadap laptop buat lab... owh my life is pathetic!

hurmm... cukup lah merapu... mood bengang sebab all lab report hilang dek virus!

pergi mampus sama ko!!!! wahai test!!!

fuck! aku benci test banyak2... tapi apa boleh buat... inilah hakikatnya... sebab banjir hari tu, suma test terpaksa postpone. nak salahkan sape?

aku tak suka test sebab aku belajar dengan mood... kalo aku belajar, tapi mood aku tak de, mesti apa yang aku baca suma tak masuk... aku rasa most of my mood comes with calculation... that's y i'll start my study with maths...

aku merapu apa nih? argghhh

kesimpulannya, aku sangat hilang mood... tolong jangan dekat...