saya tiba tiba happy

nak tau kenapa? sebab kereta suda ada di rumah.. hohoho... even though my dad tak happy sebab kena keluarkan 1600/= ganti gearbox yang suda hancur..huhu..

maybe petang ni kot, pergi ambik tiket keretapi balik perlis.. owh tempat itu lagi..hehehe... can't wait actually. i feel like when i'm at home, i use less my brain to think critical things. bila balik unimap, laju je kepala otak nak pikir... hurm...

this sem, akan ada banyak perubahan.. perlu ada.. mungkinkah saya akan kurus? we'll wait and see larr... i hope so..banyak nye mulut2 yang tak reti diam. haish~

UniMAP..here i come (in two weeks time)

ps//... ayah saya kata kalo ada duit, dia nak belikan kereta... boley bawak balik unimap... for me... ada, ada la..tak de pun tak pe.. kereta is not yet one of my priorities. kalo ada, baguih jugak... huhuhu... just pray~

terasa ingin....

lari dan membawa hati yang lara... hahahah...

nope..actually, tengah gila dengar lagu "jangan ditanya kemana aku pergi" by siti nurhaliza...tetiba rasa nak jiwang jiwang dengar lagu2 keroncong ni..ahahah...

well rite now ada kat cc with my mum. owh my mum, mengapakah susah sangat nak ingat bila saya telah cakap ini caranya untuk explore FB? huhuuh.

nak cerita beberapa perkara, but, apa yang ingat je lah ye. first, about family day. best... for me larr, for others i don't know. i hate people talking behind our back. you didn't show your best quality larr... but, for me family day is an event for us to gather and have fun, after that throw away all the bad feeling about others... so far, i found it is ok... hoping for it to stay forever. ngeh3.. whatever..i love you all..my family of course.

second, i already experienced kereta rosak tengah bawak kereta.. hohoho...good good.. but, if it happens to me again in future, memang takkan tau nak buat tindakan apa la... because right after gear tu tak ley masuk ((kereta auto k)), i trus free gear, tarik handbreak, matikan enjin, then trus call my dad sebab kereta rosak dekat my dad punya office. hahahah...funny funny..ngee~ balik je rumah, my dad trus kata " kelakar tengok muka kakak panic kereta rosak."

first of all, memang la panic, because i'm afraid he's going to fire me sebab rosakkan kereta, second, sebab kereta tu wat hal kat lorong kanan. naseb bek, masa jadi tu, kereta tak de and kereta tak laju. kalo tak, suda keatas kot..hehehhe..

third, suda hampir balik ke unimap... ada dua benda yang berlegar-legar dalam fikiran. first, AJK kelab koir still tak ada lagi..huhu... siapa yang sudi nak pegang amanah ni? second, is my "job" as a violinist still needed? hahha..ye lah new juniors, and there's a guy yang i da tau ley main violin.hahahah... perlu lagi ke saya ni? so, tanya en mi, he said bawak je violin... kalo tak de show ley main petik2 buat mengubat hati yang lara..ahahha...

it's ok, i'm already prepare for it. even i'm not really sure am i really mentally prepare for it..ahahah...alah, all of this time pun bukannya perlu sangat pun.. so, nevermind... i'll just bring. if you need me, i try my best, i you not, i stay quiet kot..huhu

bak kata Dato' Siti

"jangan ditanya kemana aku pergi"

i'm tired of the craps revolves around me. i'm sick of lying people especially the one i love just to cover someone i love.

i keep trying to save him, but he never think of 'saving' me.. i keep keeping all the things i don't like in me, just to make him happy..

i think i have made a mistake for asking him to do that. i'm bad!

ps// still keeping the secret

GTH!!!

if you feel you can do like what i do and it is much better than what i do. then DO it!

i won't get involve anymore.

my plan was disturbed then i have to modify your plan. that sucks man~

damn... spoil my mood!