Hujan!!! MUH!!! Estranged!!

you guys relly make me feel worst...one day without you guys songs make me feel incomplete...
naseb baik dalam mp3 d lagu korang...

nak g tengok KAMI the gig kat terminal 1...but then harus pulang ke kmpk...sangat sedih...tak pe....laen masa ad lagi...

sangat suka lagu ku mahu kau tahu!

a trip to kelantan 2

wait...check balik apa yang di tulis...

okayh...at 8.30pm, my father drive us to Seremban Railway station...seriously...me and my brother betul2 macam orang jakun as we both jarang naik KTMB...normally naek komuter jer hu~ so, kiteorag acting amik gambar banyak2..sampai ada aci india tu sengih tengok kiteorg...HAMPEH!!

paksu cakap, train supposely arrived at 9.30pm..waktu tu, being like stupid person, just sit n waited for the train to arrive.. then...normal lah..someone like me, mana suka duduk lelama...so i bangun and have a walk along the station. at 9.30pm, ada train sampai...bukan kiteorgnye train..our train express wau, yang sampai tu express sinaran, dr singapore. tungu lagi...pastu baru perasan ada time of arrival untuk train ke tumpat dia tulis berlepas pukul 9.51pm...s**ted. mcm org bodo saja datng awal2

naseb baik dia dtg awal sket, so lma r gak train to stay kat seremban...than only kteorg jln...huhuu...well, dalam train tu, lepak wif my cousin sampai la pukul 1 maybe..along the time, ada mcm2 benda, n most funny, budak hilang..sangat penat cr dia...ale2 dia tido kat bed kosong...penat gile.

dah dapat cr dia, lepak cita2 ngan cousin, straight tido....serius tak ingat dunia nye tido...sedar2je sampai gua musang...bila la nak sampai ne.. not really remember at what time we arrive, but at 11.30 kita org sampai hotel...at 2.30 kuar gi rantau panjang? herm...at tht time, org heboh ad bom meletup kat selatan thailand...sangat takut...hu~

penat lar...pergi situ shopping semata2...penat weh... naseb baik income tak masuk..rasanye kalo masuk, mau borong habis tuh...huhuhu...

2nd day, khamis, bangun pg, tau2 je kena 'halau'dr hotel...booking time finish..so kena ar kuar awal. sgt penat... at 4, back too the station...tunggu situ sampai keretapi datang at 7pm...walaupun sepatutnye train tu kena datang pukul 6.15...bloody hell!!

ape yang sy ingat sangat ialah, tesco dia ad tulis jawi...setiap poster dia, tak de yang tak bertdung..suma nye bertudung, and people dia memang sangat kuat dengan PAS. tu sebab dorng menang....huh politik...say no to politik,,jauhkanlah aku dr politik..takut...

kat dalam train, ak rs cam sumthing jek...rs train tu mcm tak sedap. even bukan aku bawak((ps...lesen keta pun tak de, nikan pulak ketapi)) rs cam berat jer. pelik...n then ketapi tu slalu senget sebelah dlm tempoh yang lama...cuak ar...bukan sikit2... so, sbbkan rs tak sedap hati tu, i decided to be at the E class... waktu tu ada kat 1st class lepak ngan my cousin and opah.

sampai kat bed, i trus letak kepala kat bantal n trus tido....sedar dah pg, then my cousin cite keretapi berenti kejap sebab satu daripada gerabak tu tayar dia tak berpusing..tak tau ar betul ke tak so...stuck in gemas nearly 2 hours...masa yang dorg berenti tu, dorang ada buang gerabak...sian orng yang duk kat gerabak tu, kena merempat kat gerabak laen....so kat gemas lah dorang tambah gerabak tu... maka, sangat lambat lah kami arrived di seremban...jangkaan sampai seremban kul 6 pg, pukul 10 br sampai....

what so ever pun, memang sangat gembira pergi...so skang ni, malaysia tggl tak pernah pergi langkawi, perlis, sabah, sarawak n labuan.tengok r, d masa nnti pergi r..

special thanks to my dad yang kuar duit untuk tambang and belanja, paksu for the arrangement of places and tickets, all aunty and uncle who have belanja me anything, KTMB for the travelling, all the kelantanese....even sometime i didn't understand their language...that was my main problem there, maxis and celcom, even sometime tak de line gak...n suma yang terlibat secara langsung dan tidak langsung..

until then, chowzzzz!

A trip to Kelantan

akhirnya dapat gak gi jejalan... i always looking forward to have a walk in kelantan, finally, dapat gak!

what makes me so interested to go to kelantan? sebenarnya, ustaz sy cerita about kelantan...cara mereka dengan kehidupan islam ((ps: i'm not a PAS supporters...note that please)). sangat interested sampai sy rasa nak pergi situ....bukan untuk shopping, but nak tengok sendiri betul ke.

when i came back from matrix for two weeks holiday, i feel bored...i know, mesti tak de menda nak wat..that time, m mum said my cousin n their family nak pergi kelantan...waktu tu sangat kecewa. bcoz my mum cakap da tak nak gi. sedih.i thot i want to go to planeterium 1st week monday, but, a lot of work to do....by friday, suma homework dah siap, tinggal nak study bio for quiz sahaja... sangat seronok that time. sekejap ek...sebab...pastu boring harrrr....

sebabkan terlamapu boring, i slept at 3 pada hari isnin....boing gila...tak tau nak wat pe...so i just sleep at woke up at 10! sangat dahsyat..... n bile turun bawah, i saw my dad tak g keje...as usual,
he start to babbling to me....gosh.....slah sy jugak...saper suruh bangun lambat...then, my father ask..."na gi kelantan tak?" wah sangat seronok.yea dapat gak lar berlagak ka amy..sian ko kena study kan... hak3.

waktu tu berdebar2 lah sebab paksu kata train tiket dah bis...wah sangat sedih....at 11.30, paksu anta mesej kat me saying ada tiket tapi pergi sahaja...balik tiket travelling. tak de tempat duduk...mula2 tak paham...lantak p lah...janji dapat pi..hu~

malam selasa tu, nak start packing barang...but waktu tu sangat sedih. i keep crying and crying for no reason sampai mata bengkak... then, i kuar tgk tv pukul 2 sampai pukul 3...when back to my room, i back to my mood...crying...tatau ar asal. then at 3.05, amy call me... waktu tu sangat seronok sebab sengal bertemu ngan sengal... jad triple sengal punya topik..hahah....we talked unti 6.45 in the morning...tak tido beb..hahaha..thanks weh...laen kali kalo ko tak busy call lagi keh...hehehe...

at 6.45, after phone off, straight tido... and woke up at 10.45..hahaha... once aain...kena bebel lagi...ut this time from my mum... then i realised that i'm not yet packing my stuff. huh, jai topik lah nak kena bebel..hahaha... i walked ito my room, having my bath without sarap, ad then lay back on my bed...after dah dapat ilham, baru kemas baju.hahaha.
this all the event before pergi...i'm going to write another one after this....

bye the way..my father dah masuk internet kat umah... so leh online sampai pagi! hahaha

he love me....he love me not???

yesterday, aku tak tau ar asal bukan kepalang bodohnye topik yang aku bangkitkan waktu mesej ngan dia... and ari ni...he don't want to talk with me. salah aku ke? apa yang aku cakap menyebabkan dia pikir aku nak balik pada ex aku? S**Ted ar....

aku tak tau ar apa yang menyebabkan aku saynag gila dia...yes, i love my ex...but enough as a friend...tak pernah terlintas dalam hati nak balik pada dia....for god sake...please lah sahabat... fahamilah aku yang dah banyak kali hurt ni....aku tak bodoh weh nak balik pada orang yang dah down kan aku...

dah tu, tolonglah...jangan lah asek nak ngajuk jer ngan aku...aku d keja gak dari asek nak pujuk hang jer...please lah wei...penat ar pujuk orang....s ebab smalam jer, aku tido awal...kul 12, tak pegang buku, nagis sorang2 dalam bilik... sedih weh, ko wat aku cam tu... jangan lah weh...aku saynag ko skang ni...bukan dia! walau macam mana sayang pun, ko gak aku sayang lebih..hak3...jiwang lah plak aku ni..huk huk..

bangun pagi...memang ilang abis ar mood, so aku cari anak2 kucing, aku peluk, aku nangis lagi...
puas ar ko, akhirnya aku nagis untuk ko lak... papelah weh... asalkan ko bahagia...tak sanggup dah aku asyik maen jiwa ngan ko jer...

tu je kot...hu~

weh....aku sayang kamu...jangan wat aku cam ni weh...aku tak murah...

aku tak nak dah die...so pasni, no more story bout him keh?

huk2

i feel stupid!!!!!

i didn't know why...suddenly i feel stupid for waiting him...macam orang bodoh jer... sial betul lah.... memang lah bodoh..i know it was stupid...but still masih nak dia...

aku tahu memang tak de harapan untuk ad relation ngan dia, but kenapa lah aku still berharap macam akan ada...BODOHNYE aku!!!!

sedih lah....relation was nothing now! i was obvious to person like me!

ya Allah...bantulah aku!!!

Oo..Oo...theraphy myself?

hoh...dunno what am i doing actually...ri ni, sepatutnyer dah balik seremban, but then, stil lagi menyemakkan diri kat kl...i really want to see him, but segan lorrr...huhuhu... then my aunty ajak i pergi teraphy...then i think...kalo i pegi, nanti i stuck in kl, tak de duit nak balik...huhuhu. so dengan segan nye i pun cakap, tak nak ah... tak de duit...but then she said, tak pe larr... 5 bugs jer...wayong belanja lar nanti...

at that time i rase, wah, okayh~....coz i really want to do it.... asyik tengok orng buat jer, nak gak buat kan...uhuuhu...so ...naek lah kereta pergi tempat terapi tu...not so far, but if we walk, maybe kluar pukul 11.30 at 12.30 baru sampai...so then, we pun sampai...

doktor tu dah tua larrr...tak nak even he is a doctor...so i buat muka stupid, duduk kat kerusi tu... herr....

sangat syok beb...rasa cam nak tido jer...i pun mengeliat lar kan, sekali tangan terkena kat dinding. gosh...electric current..terkejut gak ah...tetiba jer jadi orang jakun... main2 letak tangan kat dinding...smart gle..hak3

okayh...dah dekat satu jam duk kat situ, then kiteorg pun kuar...mule2 tu cam pening sket...skang dah best...rasa lebih segar....poyo sungguh aku nie...hak2

my friend kata dia nak tgk gig kat the ruums..heheehe... nak jumpa dia larrr...but segan...so blah ah balik seremban jap lagi...huhuhu...naek komuter beb...memang sah jakun... well, 2 minggu cuti nie, mesti tak de pape nak wat...balik sgb ah...wahahaah...

to all matrix student...happy holiday~

life+work+dream+hope+pray=success

huhu..sangat skema... pelikkan? person like me tulis blog? warrhhh...bila nak study nie.... actually hanya orang yang cari alasan jer cakap cam tu...warhhh...teruk saya nie...huhu...what so ever...nanti2 lah tambah lagi...nak start kuliah nie...nie pun lari jap... tsk_tsk.... sangat busy with life...

Bye...pray for me!!!

ade orang cakap, blogger nie tak guna, tapi aku cakap...lantak ar...sape yang tulis nie? aku ke korang? chowzzzz