before festkum
well, bout few weeks after festkapp, i got call from Libren. asking me to come for a practice for Irama Malaysia. but, i don't really care because he said ada audition. and at that time, i don't know sape lagi yang nak di audition. but then still i went there...
and at that time, rupanya it's only me yang wakil for perempuan..another girl yang datang (taiyo) is for nyanyian antarabangsa... so dorang wat audition for guys.. masa festkapp ri tu, 1st place ngan 3rd place dua-dua lelaki.. so yang third place (balade) tu ckp dia tarik diri sebab dia nak join boria... ok..so confirmation hari tu, its me and anuar yang join utk irama malaysia lelaki n perempuan.
first latihan, masa study week.. abg det tade lagi time tu.. so when azuan (sort of my mentor gak la) ask me, nak bawak lagu apa, i just said "candak".. ada beberapa influences sebenarnya pilih lagu ni... first, sebab my mum memang suka lagu ni, and 2nd sebab last 3 years i went for ASAT (anugerah seri asrama terbilang) 2007, there's a contestant bawak lagu ni... and she won.. but i'm not sure if it's 2nd place or 3rd place. kebiasaannya.. i akan pilih lagu yang org bawak and menang dari pilih lagu yang I tahu. so, once i said i nak bawak lagu candak, my mentor sort of cam excited je... trus dia bagi minus 1 lagu tu siap ngan lirik skali.. so da ada minus 1, why don't trus pilih je kan? so first trial, cam kambing la.. but ok ok sahaja... abes latihan balik, pastu no more latihan... just joking.. rest... sebab banjir.. huuhuh
2nd latihan pun still abg det tak de... sebab dia gi imtgt... datang, but rasa cam nothing je lah... but datang for the 2nd time, dapat curi2 lenggok dr en mentor.. candak sangat susah nak improvise and cr lenggok... so bila dapat, dengar, and try.. if anyone ask me how the original singer wat part tu, memang tak ingat dah..heheh
3rd latihan.. hurm first time latihan ngan abg det.. siyesly, banyak gila kesalahan... abg det nek kan 2 key sebab low note tak dengar or in another words memang tak ley buat ah... so bila nak nyanyi memang adoi terasa gila tekak sakit.. sebab guna suara tekak bukan perut or any other place. tekanan gak time tu... but, waktu tu, memang tak sedar wat silap.. rasa cam da ikut note yang betul, tp salah. bila dengar recording.. haiyooo..sumbang mambang... grrr
nearly festkum
hurm we got preview infront of our VC.. so pagi selasa 7/12, kami pun bergegas la pi cr baju, n practice sket2... time tu abg det memang suruh guna naik 2 key tu.. but when i try, OMG, semput.. so finally guna je la key asal..
i thought maybe ok lah kot, because b4 ni pun memang comfortable ngan key tu... so malam tu, di make up kan oleh classmates ku. but something happened before i naik beakang stage. nervous.. and try to handle it by thinkng of the past...the last2 sucessfull show, but can't... finally nervous breakdown.. tahniah.
when i start to open my mouth, note first memang out langsung.. damnit! rasa sakit hati gila... and malam tu ada pengkritik. and they don't want to comment anything about voice... they just said, masih ada masa lagi utk perbaiki suara.. malam tu memang sangat teruk kena kritik.. dr confident level, ke pakaian pun.. ahahaah... sampai seorang tu ckp, "awak jangan down pulak dengar apa kami cakap nih"... ahaha.. bley la imagine teruk kan my performance that night.. ahahah..
overall memang aku la yang paling teruk malam tu.. down gila balik tu..try berfikir sejenak nape bley jadi cam tu. huuu~
sesi latihan after preview
nothing enjoys me so much. i request nak tukar lagu, but abg det kata amik je lagu candak sebab penawar rindu susah for me nak hold note. feels like everyday is getting worst while my trainer (abg det) ckp is getting better.. ada improvement dari sebelum... memang down..rasa nyanyi pun cam menyakitkan hati je.. actually down ngan pengritik tu malam tu je...but mood tu da hilang ke mana...
ahad tu ada orang nak datang ajarkan lengok sikit2... so sabtu malam tu, call lah someone yang selalu men'down'kan aku bila aku wat something..ahahha... he was in singapore that time, so then dia call balik.. as usual, he said " sore ko memang tak sedap, kaku, menyakitkan telinga, don't hope to win bla bla bla"... lagi down la kan dat time.. then only dia cakap...
"see..., you're not confident with yourself. you never trust your talent. all you care is what people says about you. just don't give a damn about what they said.. try your best... and tust your talent... winnng or losing doesn't matter..."
once dia ckp camtu, trus cuba dapatkan balik semngat.. try fikir why i like singing... it just because i love to do so.. so, takyah dengar apa org nk ckp... ahaha..ada la apa yang i keep thinking about what people said about me.. and try to trust myself jugak. then malam tu jugak, mesej with my friend.sort of sister la.. and she said about niat..
"niat biar betul.. jangan masuk pertandingan sebab nak menang... masuk pertandingan for experienced and untuk puaskan hati sendiri.."
ahahah..salah niat..asek pk apa orang ckp je.. so niat tu "aku nak menang sbb b4 ni aku johan dondang sayang"... this is why i keep thinking about what people will say about me.
set balik semua and mulakan yang baru... it's sunday... someone datang ajar utk improvised lenggok... then he ask about puas tak bila menyanyi... then i said ntah... but then we try naik satu key.. and from the moment kepuasan itu sangat jelas... ahaks~ actually, it's only me who scared of high note... padahal lagu candak tu bukan lah tinggi mana..ngee...
and bila dah tukar key neh, asek tak cukup plak part chorus tuh..geram geram... setiap kali wat silap mesti rasa serba salah punya..ye lah sebab abg det sengih je... suruh be carefull kat part tuh... tension.. bila sampai part chorus je mesti jadi less confident..haiyoo...
then tgk student international practice for international singing... lagi kesian coz 1 of our singer tu langsung tak ley ckp malay... risau gila... but then she work extra hard with the language..ngee~ nice work Li Tong.
FESTKUM BEGIN
hari first..15/12/2010
still bangun lambat... pergi latihan pukul 2.. pukul 5 baru pergi uitm utk daftar... then balik UKR utk latihan student international and us.. urgh.. time ni mengawal keadaan utk stay fokus dan jangan ambil peduli sape saingan sape... then dapat tahu yang anuar, irama malaysia lelaki
hari 2nd...16/12/2010
bangun lambat... pukul 2 baru pergi ukr..curi slot bdk international punya latihan... time dorang make up, time tu la practice lagi... huhuhu.. that niht pergi support student international punya competition... you all did great.... the mistakes, it's ok..we didn't get enough time..huu~ malam tu tido pukul 12..uitm hostel reminds me of SMK ghafar baba.. my school before..damn miss it.. but seriously, i prefer wang ulu eventhough it is 'ulu'
hari 3rd... 17/12/2010
wake up early in the morning..ada rehearsal pagi... but group kedua so maybe lambat sikit kot... so bangun gi sarapan, the tunggu la my turn.. damn it la.. lama gila kan... punya la ramai contestant..i am no 14 kalu overall, but kalo ikut no giliran malam tu no 5.
reheasal pn dah naik satu badan cuak.. walaupun banak lawak telah dikemukakan oleh en azuan, but still... so about another contestant nak wat rehearsal, azuan soh kuar dulu, wat warm up n breathing.. but gemuruh tak hilang.. so, segala jenis tarian telah keluar that part.. joget, inang, bla bla2.. bila naik atas pentas.. waahhh, jalan je terus..aahahha
saingan sebenarnya sangat banyak.. they have a very good advantage at voice.. rendah diri sangat time tu.. but terus kan je. punya lah ramai bawak lagu balqis.. i am the only one bawak lagu candak. seb bek abg det berkeras gak stick kan lagu tu.. ehhehe
petang tu balik UKR sat, wat latihan ngan abg det. for those yang dapat tgk video kat FB, you'll see berapa banyak kena tegur bout confident, gaya, and teknik. confident level sangat low that time... dengan lawak pasal kasut semua..cuak gila time tu...
after make up, praktis sket sebanyak, then blah pi uitm.
i pray that what happened durng the preview will not happened again. memang damn cuak.. but relax2... and paling penting, abg det datang naik belakang pentas bagi semangat boley? heheh..thanks abg det... at that time dia just ckp "buat yang terbaik, jangan sia-siakan segala latihan yang dah kita buat"... at that time, memang terasa gila lah..
so naik atas stage, tak pk dah pasal saingan aku artis ke, pemenang lagu asli b4 ke, pro ke, yang penting aku nak naik atas stage utk wat terbaik... but muka memang tak ley blah cuak.. obvious gila..ahahha
habis je performance, gi duduk kat penonton, don't care about winnng or losing that time... dah buat yang temampu... at that time memang buang jauh2 harapan nak menang as beberapa lengok cam tak jadi.. huhuhu... but abg det kata, tak de salah... it's ok...
balik dr performed, cuci2 muka, then lepak ngan rion n nina kat bawah... rio kata lenggok dia macam mula tak jadi... but i said, "try your best lah rio.. boley punya... aku pun cam tak menjadi jugak"... then he said something aboutmy performance... dia ckp, as i'm finish singing, one of our judge tepuk tangan... but my question is."tepuk tangan nape? suka kat persembahan tu ke or glad it's over?"
hari 4th...18/12/2010
hari utk pertandingan irama malaysia kategori lelaki.. hurm..as usual bagun awal pagi, kejut si anuar..adoii... jenuh menunggu si anuar nak buat rehearsal.. peserta lelaki lagi demand dr girls.. sorang nak wat dua kali... yang perempuan tak semua wat dua kali.. huhu...
cam biasa, lepas makan tgh hari gi balik ukr, wat final touch up, make up and bla bla bla... then about 7.30 baru bertolak pergi ke uitm...bley plak separuh jalan tu, si anuar tertinggal tengkolok dia kat ukr... adoi... seb bek la si azuan tu buka dr jenis membebel... kalu bukan azuan, aku rasa tahan telinga dek bising je la dlm kereta... dia siap wat lawak lagi...adoii...
and suara sorang2 sangat best... aiyoo... menusuk kalbu... but siyesly, memberi kesan ialah mohon kasih from ukm... best... huhuhu... our contestant make a mistakes at the early of his performance.. kalu tak...hurmmm~~~
malam tu kami tak tido uitm dah.. kami pi balik wang ulu... dapat la melepak dengan olie, kak ati(UPSI) n erra(UTM)... ni suma geng2 dondang sayang. jumpa balik kat festkum owh ye.. rio pun dondang sayang gak..aside from them, jumpa husna ngan minah, dua2 join irama malaysia, n hafiz join boria..
PENUTUP -hari 5th - 19/12/2010
i woke up in the morning utk join senam seni.. ok at this moment, kepala asyik fikir, perlu tak pakai costume malam ni, but then memang wajib pakai kostum, sebab awalnye, nak kena join perarakan masuk kontijen.. but then tak jadi plak... i spoil it..ahhhaahha
so terus duduk and stay je sampai la announce pemenang. masa dorang announce irama malaysia lelaki, i was like "ok, tak mungkin menang"... so tarik keluar selipar dr dalam beg, gantikan.. my heels, i put into the plastics, then masukkan dalam beg... i was like target kalo ada placing pun maybe no 3.. so when our MC announce, 3rd place when to unisza, i was like "ok.. takde rezeki.. next year lah cuba lagi"..heheh
tapi hati still dup dap dup dap... cuak gila time neh... tatau nape... huhuh.. then MC begins back," tempat ke 2 jatuh kepada....saya sure akan mendapat sorakan gemuruh... pesrta tuan rumah," i straight pull out my shoes, campak ke bawah, "UniMAP"..damn it.. kelam kabut pakai kasut... chokee da siap betulkan kasut lagi..ahahha... lawak gila time tu..da la tak make up bagai, sangat2 lah simple.. en wan nak cover kelambatan dan keselekehan aku malam tu, telah suruh 2 pengiring iring sekali naik atas.. but only pemegang bendera je aku nampak.. ahahah... da melambatkan majlis, apa lagi? lari je la pakai heels.. heheh
siyesly tak expect pun menang..saingan sangat besar n kuat.. dondang sayang ri tu, kalau tak menang memang jatuh maruah, but irama malaysia festkum memang tak give a lot of hope.. but i got a lot of experienced from festkum which i will apply in the future.. heee...
if anyone want to ask me what i got, i without doubt will tell you about it...heheh..
festkum dapat kawan baru lagi.. nabila from usim... nina from UMS and others... from upsi... hee..sorry tak dapat borak lama ngan korang..huu~ i'm sure we'll meet again in future.. heheeh
thanks a lot kat libren sebab panggil wakil irama malaysia, kat abg det sebab banyak ajar, kat azuan sebab sanggup susah payah walaupun baru balik dari australia, kat geng2 boria, tarian, band sebab banyak bagi sokongan. to band, you guys did a good job, but luck tak de la dis time... insyaAllah in future...
ya allah... penat kot menaip..hahahah.. rasanya ni paling panjang pernah dibuat kot hehehe.. don't blame me it's bored... da warn awal2..ahahah
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