masa aku kecik2 dulu, selalu baca buku cerita tentang budak yang jumpa wallet tepi jalan. lepas tu, dia bawak pergi balai polis pulangkan. bila tuan punya wallet dapat wallet tu balik, tuan punya wallet pun bagi la sikit duit sebagai penghargaan kepada kejujuran budak tersebut.
banyak cerita2 camni. cerita dia sebenarnya lebih kurang sama je.. just watak utam ditukar-tukar nama. amin, abu, timah, aminah, ali antara nama2 favourite. cerita ni moral of the stories dia ialah kejujuran. masa aku kecik2, aku da start ar practice kalu jumpa barang orang jangan amik. kesian kat tuan punya barang.
nak tau kenapa aku cerita pasal ni?
cerita dia macam ni. baru baru ni, pergi makan petang(dinner la..sekqarang dinner kol 6.. lepas dari tu tak de makan da) with my friend. and i tak keluar duit lagi dengan duit dalam wallet ada RM 1 je.. tak suka simpan banyak2 dalam wallet... tu sebab guna kreadit card... ahahah..poyo gila aku ni.. tak de pun.. jokes je. tapi siyes, dalam wallet aku jarang ada lebih dr Rm 30. kalo aku bawak banyak pun aku selit la kat poket selar ke, beg ke, or tempat2 tersorok lain.*tolong la jangan pikir kotor*
aku da merapu ni. continue balik. jadi, cik kawan nih telah meminjam duit dia dengan mengeluarkan dr poket beliau,
aku: hang memang tak suka letak duit dalam wallet ke pyqa?
cik kawan: bukan, ni duit lebih, biasa aku kalau duit yang lebih2 or ada orang kasi bayar hutang, aku letak dalam poket laa. malas nak masuk dalam wallet. *hahah..aku la yang berhutang ngan beliau.. kirim McD ri tu*
aku: ooo.. ok.. ni jap lagi aku da kuar duit aku bayar balik tau.. malas ar nak beratur panjang.
cik kawan: ok...
aku: so kau tak bawak wallet ke nih?
cik kawan: tak... pagi tadi aku bawak, petang aku tak bawak ah
ngeh3... nak dijadikan cerita, selepas makan, kami pun jalan balik hostel dr cafe tu.. rumah cik kawan ni depan umah aku. about 5 min lepas kami masuk umah masing2, suddenly....
"ISYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! wallet aku hilang..."
maghrib kot... tetiba kena jerit cam tu... terkejut aku. aku memang cam heartless sikit.. aku tak tau nak bagi reaksi apa. tapi cam simpati arr kan.. obviously...
aku: ko letak mana sebenarnya?
cik kawan: aku bawak tadi. aku ingat.. aku letak dalam beg
*duh, tadi kata tak bawak*
aku: ko da check betul2 ke?
cik kawan: da.. da selongkar semua da..
aku: *blurrr*
dengan dia merewang2, aku lak main la laptop... siyes aku memang tak tau nak kasi reaksi apa. tapi secara senyap2, aku telah selongkar balik beg dia... takut dia terlepas pandang.. and yes memang tak de..
just aku da cam dapat agak arr... kalu jumpa balik pun, memang tak dapat da duit.. she said dalam tu ada RM 50. and seingat aku pun, masa dia kuarkan duit dari wallet dia pada pagi kejadian, memang ada nampak RM 50.
so, malam tu aku cakap la kat dia suruh dia buat report polis... bukan apa.. takut la kot org wat dajal kat dia kan..campak ic dia kat crime scene ke. naya je jadi suspek. *berkata sebagai anak kepada seorang pegawai polis*
n esok pagi nye, selepas habis lab, she got a call from jabatan keselamatan. yes, someone found it. so nak amik wallet beliau, pakcik dr jabatan keselamatan sanggup pergi jumpa kami kat dragon, utk pulangkan wallet beliau..*tqvm pakcik*
and guess what.. suma duit dalam wallet dia suma dah hilang.. tinggal kad2 sahaja. len suma goodbye suda. but my friend she glad.. sebab kad2 dia suma tak hilang. suma ada. kalu aku pun aku syukur juga.. at least kad2 tu selamat. duit boley cr lain.
apa maksud aku dengan title kali ni? masih ada ke orang2 seperti amin, abu, timah, aminah, ali dalam cerita yang bermoralkan kejujuran tadi? memang menolong tapi, ada je kesempatan, amik duit orang... tak takut ke daging2 dalam badan anda tu jadi hitam sebab makan duit haram? nauzubillah..
mati bila2 masa je... so, fikir2 lah...
kepada cik kawan..sabaq naa...
ps:// setting cerita ini adalah di sekitar kampus berterabur UNIMAP... nape aku rasa pelik sebut perkataan berterabur tu eh? cik kawan rasa, wallet dia hilang di automart kuala perlis, but org yang jumpanya kata jumpa kat Kubang Gajah. possibility nye, wallet tu cicir dalam bas, n budak tu naik bas bawak gi kubang gajah, pulangkan kat pak guard. OR, memang cicir kat automart, and budak tu bawak balik dulu, pastu bawak gi kubang gajah..eheheh.. ntah... owh ye..setting masa ialah antara hari rabu dan khamis yang lepas. ngee..panjang la plak aku tulis..huhu
Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
Saturday, October 02, 2010
Sunday, April 04, 2010
merapu sebab bosan
owh..ada satu blog nih. saya sangat suka baca. don't know why. maybe the way he expressed his feeling sangat lah matured.. i said the way he expressed, bukan he himself. well,i don't know him but, i just love to read his blog. memang tak kenal dia ye.. huhuhu
what i wonder is, apa yang menyebabkan seseorg memandang kita matured? adakah sebab cara kita bercakap? or the way we used to appear infront of the audience? or many others things?
tak tau nak explain apa..
ada org ckp, anda bercakap dengan sangat matang.. apa yang matang? idea itu ke or intonation dia... seriously, i don't know.
ada org tak mau saya jadi matang, mungkin sebab itu saya tak tau kot..heee~
well, cukuplah pasal kematangan nih.. huhuhu
thencita pasal our PLV naik bas sebab nak suruh student gi kelas. well cita dia cm ni. pagi rabu lepas, kami ada lab test. so, lepas habis lab test tu, kami tanya our plv wanita kami, kelas biomat ada tak. n she said, she don't know. but then, one of my classmate said, kelas tak de, so kami pun apa lagi, berlari la nak naik bas.
in 5 minutes time, suma classmate kami dah ada kat depan ready nak naik bas, then our PLV datang ckp ada kelas. he's the one yang call lecturer tu for confirmation. yang mana2 yang memang menunggu ada kelas suma willingly masuk balik kelas, well, that one tak termasuk aku lah kan. so, aku and a few kawan aku yang memang dah hilang mood nak masuk kelas, terus je duduk dalam bas. and one of my classmates yang taktau la apa function dia nek bas lepas our plv da nampak dia, keep on turun naik bas. so, sebab our plv da nampak dia, our PLV pun naik lah bas tu, cr kiteorg ada tak dalam bas tu. that one is the funny part when he said to the bus driver," abg jangan jalan, bang. suruh budak2 ni pergi kelas"... and i was like, what the heck? and aku trus turun, bukan sebab aku memang nak turun, but aku takut aku ketawa terbahak2 dalam bas tu..hahah.. by the end, kami pergi gak kelas, just untuk isi evaluation form. hahah..en Hisham, anda memang terbaik.. tiada gantinye..hahahha
cerita bout my classmates yang sangat lah tak suka present, and normally they will always point me out. geram geram. apalah yang takut sangat nak membentang nih? interview tu nanti, korag tak ley buat, jangan nak salahkan org lain sebab slalu sangat suruh org lain bentang. memang lah rezeki ada kat mana2, tapi, rezeki tak datang bergolek, you have to make an effort too.
papelah korang. mungkin sebab korang rasa yang aku ni sangat bagus bila present, and korang pulak sangat hampeh untuk present, then, tak pe lah.. tapi aku nak markah lebih. jangan final results nanti korang A aku A- memang aku tak halalkan apa aku dah buat. wakakak..owh word sungguh tak leh kawal bila dah geram.
well i'm good. kalo korang tak nak aku perasan bagus, then you should prove that you guys are more better than me... waaaaa~ suka nye jadi sinis.
ps:// ri tu ada program kat dewan terbuka. and haruske abg tu ckp aku cm ustazah??? lembut je.... hahahha..abg, you wrongly intepreting me laaa... saya lembut that time sebab nak suh abes cepat. so that i can go home.. so funny..because i know the real me.. i'm not a soft person for no reason. tapi yang peliknye, bukan abg tu je yang ckp, my friends pun ada cakap. gor god sake, sumpah tak tahu dimanakah letaknye kelembutan tu... hahahah
pss// kawan tu apa?
what i wonder is, apa yang menyebabkan seseorg memandang kita matured? adakah sebab cara kita bercakap? or the way we used to appear infront of the audience? or many others things?
tak tau nak explain apa..
ada org ckp, anda bercakap dengan sangat matang.. apa yang matang? idea itu ke or intonation dia... seriously, i don't know.
ada org tak mau saya jadi matang, mungkin sebab itu saya tak tau kot..heee~
well, cukuplah pasal kematangan nih.. huhuhu
thencita pasal our PLV naik bas sebab nak suruh student gi kelas. well cita dia cm ni. pagi rabu lepas, kami ada lab test. so, lepas habis lab test tu, kami tanya our plv wanita kami, kelas biomat ada tak. n she said, she don't know. but then, one of my classmate said, kelas tak de, so kami pun apa lagi, berlari la nak naik bas.
in 5 minutes time, suma classmate kami dah ada kat depan ready nak naik bas, then our PLV datang ckp ada kelas. he's the one yang call lecturer tu for confirmation. yang mana2 yang memang menunggu ada kelas suma willingly masuk balik kelas, well, that one tak termasuk aku lah kan. so, aku and a few kawan aku yang memang dah hilang mood nak masuk kelas, terus je duduk dalam bas. and one of my classmates yang taktau la apa function dia nek bas lepas our plv da nampak dia, keep on turun naik bas. so, sebab our plv da nampak dia, our PLV pun naik lah bas tu, cr kiteorg ada tak dalam bas tu. that one is the funny part when he said to the bus driver," abg jangan jalan, bang. suruh budak2 ni pergi kelas"... and i was like, what the heck? and aku trus turun, bukan sebab aku memang nak turun, but aku takut aku ketawa terbahak2 dalam bas tu..hahah.. by the end, kami pergi gak kelas, just untuk isi evaluation form. hahah..en Hisham, anda memang terbaik.. tiada gantinye..hahahha
cerita bout my classmates yang sangat lah tak suka present, and normally they will always point me out. geram geram. apalah yang takut sangat nak membentang nih? interview tu nanti, korag tak ley buat, jangan nak salahkan org lain sebab slalu sangat suruh org lain bentang. memang lah rezeki ada kat mana2, tapi, rezeki tak datang bergolek, you have to make an effort too.
papelah korang. mungkin sebab korang rasa yang aku ni sangat bagus bila present, and korang pulak sangat hampeh untuk present, then, tak pe lah.. tapi aku nak markah lebih. jangan final results nanti korang A aku A- memang aku tak halalkan apa aku dah buat. wakakak..owh word sungguh tak leh kawal bila dah geram.
well i'm good. kalo korang tak nak aku perasan bagus, then you should prove that you guys are more better than me... waaaaa~ suka nye jadi sinis.
ps:// ri tu ada program kat dewan terbuka. and haruske abg tu ckp aku cm ustazah??? lembut je.... hahahha..abg, you wrongly intepreting me laaa... saya lembut that time sebab nak suh abes cepat. so that i can go home.. so funny..because i know the real me.. i'm not a soft person for no reason. tapi yang peliknye, bukan abg tu je yang ckp, my friends pun ada cakap. gor god sake, sumpah tak tahu dimanakah letaknye kelembutan tu... hahahah
pss// kawan tu apa?
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
i want cat
-my cat-
this week is the stressful week. everything that i wanted for joy, its never happened to be that way. yang lebih banyak terjadi ialah menangis,menagis dan menangis. fed up dengan persekitaran... sakit hati dengan suma yang jadi.
they said cats boley mengurangkan stress.. maybe i read it somewhere, or somene told me... maybe. because i'm much better in remembering what people said rather than what i read. i want cats. sangat menenangkan.
sebelum ni ada kucing, but then banyak kali ayah buang and banyak kali ayah try find balik. maybe sebab rasa bersalah kat mama yang selalu akan jadi tekanan darah bila tahu ayah buang kucing or kucing tu hilang.
balik cuti tengah sem baru ni, my dad bawak balik seekor kucing...memang lah tak leh compare ngan other cats yang cantik2 dulu tuh..but at least, adalah seko yang boleh di bawak main. i love it.. tapi suka sangat mengendeng...huhuhu...
nak kucing...nak kucing yang boleh dibawak tido, yang boleh dipeluk, yang boleh dibawak main, and paling penting yang boleh meng'enjoy'kan. kucing tak pandai nak nyakitkan hati orang, jd, i want cats.
huhuuhu...
kt wang ulu nih, banyak jecats...but, dr mana dorang datang itu meng'curious'kan. so tak leh nak peluk suka2 hati...most of them, memang kalo i juma, memang jadi mangsa lah kucing tu...kasi ragging. main kejar2, kasi main tali beg.. wah, kcing memang sangat cute...
nak kucing...kalo tak dapat kucing, bagi CJ7 pun tak pe...
warggghhh...
nak balik lah, but sanagt lah tak leh balik as sangat busy ngan exam...huk huk... kucing, please comes in my dream boleh? sanagt mahu peluk anda..huk huk huk
in memories; mok, hilang ntah mana ntah masa balik kampung..
if possible, mok, boley tak balik uma? mama rindu sangat with you. me too...rindu nak bawak masuk bilik time malam just untuk temankan i yang penakut ni tido... bile sedar pagi esoknye, you ada kat kaki...huhuhu...missing that time..even tahu chances untuk dapat balik adalah tipis, but i'm still hoping.
Friday, February 05, 2010
who cares!!!
well, bila melihatkan my friends' blog di terjah atau lebih tepat lagi diserang oleh our PLV (maybe in other University they call it as lab assitant), i was like wow. apakah yang sedang berlaku. i was like phobia jap nak online skype and update blog. but then, after several days, who cares? yes, i care. but in another point, i don't.
it's my life which you're trying to control, and it's my life which i want to have fun. so, i will just care about me. and once again to my PLV, thanks for doing that. sebab rasa macam funny, but, by the same time, i learn to respect your job. you have your dignity to do that. so, i promise i'll send all my lab report next week. which will be the due date for all reports.
hehehe..s.eb bek lah bukan blog aku kena serang..mau menggelabah nanti..heheh
thanks ms and mr.PLV (hehehe..biarlah rahsia siapa mereka.)
-------------------------------------end story of lab report-------------------------------------
next, talk about the subjects that i take this sem... baru nak buat overview?
Engineering Microbiology(ERT 103)
Engineering Properties of Biomaterials (ERT 142)
Engineering Mathematics II
Computer programming ( EKT 120)
Skill and Technology in Communication (EUT 122)
Foundation English (EUW 112)
Jazz band II
dah.. nak cabut line tenet. nak gi buat lab report. dengan itu.wassalam..heheh
it's my life which you're trying to control, and it's my life which i want to have fun. so, i will just care about me. and once again to my PLV, thanks for doing that. sebab rasa macam funny, but, by the same time, i learn to respect your job. you have your dignity to do that. so, i promise i'll send all my lab report next week. which will be the due date for all reports.
hehehe..s.eb bek lah bukan blog aku kena serang..mau menggelabah nanti..heheh
thanks ms and mr.PLV (hehehe..biarlah rahsia siapa mereka.)
-------------------------------------end story of lab report-------------------------------------
next, talk about the subjects that i take this sem... baru nak buat overview?
Engineering Microbiology(ERT 103)
- a reading subject.
- have to pay attention in lab too.
- understanding comes from LAB REPORT!!!!....and few from lecture???
- all biology stuff.... tak jumpa lagi any physics stuff in this subject..yet.
- amazing.
- remeh nak menghafal...menghafal? ye lah kot.. blaja untuk exam ye menghafal, belajar untuk ilmu, memahami. jadi, remeh nak faham.
- focus lecture mungkin membantu.
Engineering Properties of Biomaterials (ERT 142)
- a reading + calculating subject
- concept and application.
- physics stuff is obvious. many math as you have to do you calculation, and bio? entah... ada lah kot... because cm tak ley focus dalam kelas.
- senang untuk menghafal formula, susah untuk faham concept. hafal je formula...heh
- focus tutor sangat membantu..
Engineering Mathematics II
- a complex or continuity from both Engineering Maths I topic integration and differentation
- kemahiran diffrentiate and integrate diperlukan sepenuhnye. maka perlu mahir basic diff. and integrate
- Tutor buat habis insyaAllah score A tambah ngan extra excercise. merujuk kata2 cik Hidayah<<>
- focus lecture important and kena buat tutor gak.
Computer programming ( EKT 120)
- concept and application..
- aku blaja IT dulu, so boleh la..but aku guna HTML, bukan C++
- tak leh focus lecture, so aku focus lab. maybe after this, bley kot focus lecture.
- Lab Excercise is important. sebab, kat situ kita leh faham apa yang cuba disampaikan.
- will miss Dr. Ghosson as she'll move to Bahrain. sorry for the unresponse in class.
Skill and Technology in Communication (EUT 122)
- Lecture Note is important!!! jadi sila download dr portal ye cik Irsya
Foundation English (EUW 112)
- sape suruh dapat band 3, padan muka kena amik foundation.
- best.. and lecture is damn important. no problem in understanding. hope can do well
Jazz band II
- yeah..suka...
- main sax
- singing when being asked.
- score A..hehehe
dah.. nak cabut line tenet. nak gi buat lab report. dengan itu.wassalam..heheh
Thursday, November 26, 2009
biggest regret
well, why am i too exposed myself? maybe because i want to have the opprtunity. tapi, ianya telah menyebabkan aku susah. susah nak pikir how am i supposed to play, how am i should react on stage later. shit! alone kot violin...kalo mistake, tup tup org tunding kat aku..budus! kena aku exposed? waaaaa~
n aku menyesal aku pernah kapel..even aku single skang, tapi sungguh menyakitkan.. aku gila jeles tgk dia ngan girl dia skang nih... eloklah tu..ego lagi... tapi, kalo aku kapel ngan dia pun aku sakit gak. and sebab kapel aku jadi tak tentu arah..budus!
biggest regret juga untuk tak blaja rajin2 masa kat matrik..n nampak gayanya macam aku repeat gak mistake aku kat u...budus!
tolonglah! stop! penat! bengong sungguh..WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
n aku menyesal aku pernah kapel..even aku single skang, tapi sungguh menyakitkan.. aku gila jeles tgk dia ngan girl dia skang nih... eloklah tu..ego lagi... tapi, kalo aku kapel ngan dia pun aku sakit gak. and sebab kapel aku jadi tak tentu arah..budus!
biggest regret juga untuk tak blaja rajin2 masa kat matrik..n nampak gayanya macam aku repeat gak mistake aku kat u...budus!
tolonglah! stop! penat! bengong sungguh..WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
Friday, October 16, 2009
minggu penat + pelik
was happened to me since last week..since En. Wan texted me asking if i can join nasyid. urgh... wang ulu is bored. so i said yes... and latihan dia yang mula lambat akhir pun lambat telah menyebabkan kepenatan tahap gaban.
it happened everyday..latihan habis pukul 1 pagi... accept for jumaat habis pukul 2, and sabtu habis pukul 4.... the time taken were recorded bila aku ada atas katil nk tido ye... heh..
nseb baik nasyid masuk final, and we got third place... segala kepenatan aku terbayar apabila mendapat RM 150 + RM 50 + surat pelepasan kuliah for jumaat and isnin.. jumaa latihan, isnin rehat. hehehe
on monday sebenarnya aku dah menyusahkan group aku bila aku tak datang kelas. group kena present TITAS tapi tak leh present sebab member tak cukup..aku lah yang tak de tu.. so dorg suma call aku sebab nk tny ada surat tak. of course ada, walaupun pada masa tu, aku tak sure ada ke tak.. hehehe..aku ingat nk main tipu dah time tu.. pastu, Hanis bg tau ada surat pelepasan. nseb bek..
n, sesuatu telah berlaku.. aku tak tau lah sebab yang mana aku buat sampai dia block aku kat fb? aku komen dia kat fb pun tak pernah after dia padam post aku skali. dah paham cm tu, aku tak de dah komen dia... just aku bnyk buzz dia kat skype..... well he block kot..bukan delete... then only he delete..cm pelik je... ke dia rasa aku suka dia? heh..kalo aku tak suka ko, tak de la aku kawan..just cukup suka sebagai kawan... tak de suka suki naik pelamin nye... pelik lah plak aku.. tapi tak pe..dia dah delete, aku tak de lah nak add dia balik..what else aku tunggu, aku delete dia plak kat skype.. biarlah aku menghilangkan jejak ku dengan menukar nama..
tak pe, n the most important things is, nama pencil picit tu dah dicommercialkan oleh farid. heh! ok lah tu... tak pe...asalkan ada perkara yang mampu membuat aku gembira kat unimap nih, it will helps me to have valueable time kat sini..apa aku merepek nih..
oh ye..saya macam heartless suda bila org buat saya... actually takut sebenarnya, but pada masa yang sama, i feel comfortable with it.. thanks those yang support saya..huhu
it happened everyday..latihan habis pukul 1 pagi... accept for jumaat habis pukul 2, and sabtu habis pukul 4.... the time taken were recorded bila aku ada atas katil nk tido ye... heh..
nseb baik nasyid masuk final, and we got third place... segala kepenatan aku terbayar apabila mendapat RM 150 + RM 50 + surat pelepasan kuliah for jumaat and isnin.. jumaa latihan, isnin rehat. hehehe
on monday sebenarnya aku dah menyusahkan group aku bila aku tak datang kelas. group kena present TITAS tapi tak leh present sebab member tak cukup..aku lah yang tak de tu.. so dorg suma call aku sebab nk tny ada surat tak. of course ada, walaupun pada masa tu, aku tak sure ada ke tak.. hehehe..aku ingat nk main tipu dah time tu.. pastu, Hanis bg tau ada surat pelepasan. nseb bek..
n, sesuatu telah berlaku.. aku tak tau lah sebab yang mana aku buat sampai dia block aku kat fb? aku komen dia kat fb pun tak pernah after dia padam post aku skali. dah paham cm tu, aku tak de dah komen dia... just aku bnyk buzz dia kat skype..... well he block kot..bukan delete... then only he delete..cm pelik je... ke dia rasa aku suka dia? heh..kalo aku tak suka ko, tak de la aku kawan..just cukup suka sebagai kawan... tak de suka suki naik pelamin nye... pelik lah plak aku.. tapi tak pe..dia dah delete, aku tak de lah nak add dia balik..what else aku tunggu, aku delete dia plak kat skype.. biarlah aku menghilangkan jejak ku dengan menukar nama..
tak pe, n the most important things is, nama pencil picit tu dah dicommercialkan oleh farid. heh! ok lah tu... tak pe...asalkan ada perkara yang mampu membuat aku gembira kat unimap nih, it will helps me to have valueable time kat sini..apa aku merepek nih..
oh ye..saya macam heartless suda bila org buat saya... actually takut sebenarnya, but pada masa yang sama, i feel comfortable with it.. thanks those yang support saya..huhu
Saturday, October 03, 2009
it's the 100 post
dalawah..suda 100 post saya... memang sure sebab before posting, i've make sure no draft left... hurm.. hari ni kehilangan sangat banyak mood... maybe it's the day of the month kot..or year? well, i'm the one who loves to main jiwa a lot... that's why i have no ears ye kawan2 ble kita dalam bas... i have sumbat sumthing...hurm~
well, today... 100 post ye... nothing much pon happened today.. just beberapa perkara yang menarik hati saya...
1st: message from ina
"isya, jd tak nak gi umah mak angkat?", hurm... i always on kalo bab gi jalan2 nih... so i call her and said, "kalo kita pegi dalam pukul 10 nak?"... n she replied, "tak mandi lagi nih"....sama lah aku pun... n then dia cnfrmkan bley lah... lalu aku trus bukak internet, online skype jap, check mesej from afiq actually..tak de pun..busy kot... diakan medic~ and telah buat kerja gila ajak my senior pegi raya umah mak angkat... mesej to Tono via skype
"nk ikot isya pergi raya umah mak angkat?"
"hah? pencil picit?" a new name in skype...sebagai kenangan pensil picit yang hilang...
"isya lah"
"owh, bla kau mau pergi ni?"
"pukul 10"
"tak pa la... ada kelas, pastu ada kawan buat open house"
huh, nseb baik..sebab at the same time dah cancel nk pergi hari ni..nak pergi esok... kalo tak, mesti buat spoil mood dia..hurm
2nd:skype
farid tersangatlah rajin buat conference room for all biosystem 2nd batch student... so, time aku online tu, syifa pun online sekali, n dialah saksi kepada setiap kekejaman yang farid ckp kat aku..heh! n that time tetba afiq hantar mesej asking me "kenapa anis tak pernah panggil afiq abang? now ni, we no longer couplekan? why don't u call me abg..norma org melayu" owh?? aku macam pelik lak..bukan b4 this pun ko yang tak bg aku panggil ko abang? ye lah abg afiq..
then terlintas pulak seniorku yang bertiga tu... selama aku ngan dorg, aku tak panggil pun abg..by that time, tono n zul je online... so kacau zul ah...
"nak tanya?"
"hurm?"
" eh, tak pe lah, tq tq" aku tatau nk susun ayat cmne.. huhuh
"pulak dah?oke" he replied..then, kalo ak tak tny, cmne plak nk tau dorg kisah ke tak?
"jap, korang tak kisah ke isy panggil korang nama je... tak de gelaran "abang" tu?"
"bila masa lak isha pnggil sy abang?hakhak, kalo ggue,gue x kesah pon"
"tu la isya tanya, selama ni isya tak pernah pggl korang abang pun. nnt korg ckp isya kurang adab pulak"
"tak de lah"
good..sorg say tak kisah...lagi dua org? tak tau lah..nnt masa yang seswai, aku tny k.
skype, conference for biosystem 2nd batch, memang best..suma leh main nyampuk je..huhu...n, bertambah lah amount org dlm skype list aku..lalal
n,cnfrm, esok gi kampung angkat..nk beraya!
3rd: air tak de
well aku sangat pelik wang ulu asek tak de air.. tiba mje,takde air..sucks! well, aku tadah air petang tadi utk mandi... nak basuh baju, tak dan la... hurm~ siot la..geram btul... aish...
tu je lah kot..laen suma bosan... facebooking pun tak dapat menambat hati aku ari ni..
aku kehilangan mood yang sangat banyak hari ni!!!!!
well, today... 100 post ye... nothing much pon happened today.. just beberapa perkara yang menarik hati saya...
1st: message from ina
"isya, jd tak nak gi umah mak angkat?", hurm... i always on kalo bab gi jalan2 nih... so i call her and said, "kalo kita pegi dalam pukul 10 nak?"... n she replied, "tak mandi lagi nih"....sama lah aku pun... n then dia cnfrmkan bley lah... lalu aku trus bukak internet, online skype jap, check mesej from afiq actually..tak de pun..busy kot... diakan medic~ and telah buat kerja gila ajak my senior pegi raya umah mak angkat... mesej to Tono via skype
"nk ikot isya pergi raya umah mak angkat?"
"hah? pencil picit?" a new name in skype...sebagai kenangan pensil picit yang hilang...
"isya lah"
"owh, bla kau mau pergi ni?"
"pukul 10"
"tak pa la... ada kelas, pastu ada kawan buat open house"
huh, nseb baik..sebab at the same time dah cancel nk pergi hari ni..nak pergi esok... kalo tak, mesti buat spoil mood dia..hurm
2nd:skype
farid tersangatlah rajin buat conference room for all biosystem 2nd batch student... so, time aku online tu, syifa pun online sekali, n dialah saksi kepada setiap kekejaman yang farid ckp kat aku..heh! n that time tetba afiq hantar mesej asking me "kenapa anis tak pernah panggil afiq abang? now ni, we no longer couplekan? why don't u call me abg..norma org melayu" owh?? aku macam pelik lak..bukan b4 this pun ko yang tak bg aku panggil ko abang? ye lah abg afiq..
then terlintas pulak seniorku yang bertiga tu... selama aku ngan dorg, aku tak panggil pun abg..by that time, tono n zul je online... so kacau zul ah...
"nak tanya?"
"hurm?"
" eh, tak pe lah, tq tq" aku tatau nk susun ayat cmne.. huhuh
"pulak dah?oke" he replied..then, kalo ak tak tny, cmne plak nk tau dorg kisah ke tak?
"jap, korang tak kisah ke isy panggil korang nama je... tak de gelaran "abang" tu?"
"bila masa lak isha pnggil sy abang?hakhak, kalo ggue,gue x kesah pon"
"tu la isya tanya, selama ni isya tak pernah pggl korang abang pun. nnt korg ckp isya kurang adab pulak"
"tak de lah"
good..sorg say tak kisah...lagi dua org? tak tau lah..nnt masa yang seswai, aku tny k.
skype, conference for biosystem 2nd batch, memang best..suma leh main nyampuk je..huhu...n, bertambah lah amount org dlm skype list aku..lalal
n,cnfrm, esok gi kampung angkat..nk beraya!
3rd: air tak de
well aku sangat pelik wang ulu asek tak de air.. tiba mje,takde air..sucks! well, aku tadah air petang tadi utk mandi... nak basuh baju, tak dan la... hurm~ siot la..geram btul... aish...
tu je lah kot..laen suma bosan... facebooking pun tak dapat menambat hati aku ari ni..
aku kehilangan mood yang sangat banyak hari ni!!!!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
sekadar luahan dr hati yang.....
selamat hari raya awak... maafkan saya sebab tak pernah nak reply back when you said "i love you"... but from my heart i say now i love you... even kita tak lagi ada relation.... sedih... sebab saya tak dapat jumpa awak raya ni... i missed the smiles you make for me, i miss the laugh we have together. i really missed it. you're the one who always make me smiles, care for me before.
walau macam mana suka pun isya pada seseorang tu, tapi isya tak tahu kenapa, susah untuk isya buang perasaan sayang isya pada awak. isya harap, all of this things will end as fast as possible. coz i just can't take it anymore.
i always say, when we love someone, put a little bit trust in him... not all, just a little bit. tp, ramai yang dapat saya lihat sekarang cuba untuk meng 'conquere' pasangan masing2. even in facebook @ friendster, suma nye jenis padam comment org bila perempuan @ lelaki tu komen post kita... pelik... masa kita dulu, tak de pun buat macam tu? kenapa dorang suma buat camtu eh?
tapi... itu cara dorang bercinta.. just be ourself right... hurm~
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tak pe lah... pape pun, selamat raya awak... even awak tak pernah komen pun blog saya, fb saya. fs saya sekarang ni, but i know, you always view me~ heh.. apa yang boleh saya harap bila saya ialah org ketiga dalam hidup awak. saya minta maaf banyak2...come to opah's place..no worries, i won't chase you using penyapu pun kalo awak datang... come as my friend...i'll keep my mouth shut from mama if she ask about us..hehehe.. daa~
walau macam mana suka pun isya pada seseorang tu, tapi isya tak tahu kenapa, susah untuk isya buang perasaan sayang isya pada awak. isya harap, all of this things will end as fast as possible. coz i just can't take it anymore.
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tapi... itu cara dorang bercinta.. just be ourself right... hurm~
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tak pe lah... pape pun, selamat raya awak... even awak tak pernah komen pun blog saya, fb saya. fs saya sekarang ni, but i know, you always view me~ heh.. apa yang boleh saya harap bila saya ialah org ketiga dalam hidup awak. saya minta maaf banyak2...come to opah's place..no worries, i won't chase you using penyapu pun kalo awak datang... come as my friend...i'll keep my mouth shut from mama if she ask about us..hehehe.. daa~
i miss you damn hell~
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
perasaan atau prinsip??
kadang-kadang, ianya mudah untuk cakap..aku takkan ambil hak orang... tapi apabila benda tu berlaku, kita sendiri terkeliru untuk pilih.
sayang pada seseorang menyebabkan aku sanggup untuk jadi 2nd girl dia. kadang2 ak terfikir, mungkin ke memang aku ditakdirkan untuk jadi orang ketiga? sanggup ke aku? jawapan aku of course tak... aku tak nak...
tapi, setiap kali dia call, aku sendiri tak mampu nak luahkan,"we shouldn't do this. she'll hurt." tak mampu. walaupun sebelum ni dia pernah menyakitkan aku.
prinsip aku kata, no couple for now. study is much much more important. jangan jadi perampas. tapi, tak tau nak cakap macam mana..
kuatkanlah diri kamu Irsya untuk katakan... "saya tak mahu kamu yang sudah ada couple.. stick with her. please...."
good luck Irsya.. malam ini malam penentuan! chaiyok!
sayang pada seseorang menyebabkan aku sanggup untuk jadi 2nd girl dia. kadang2 ak terfikir, mungkin ke memang aku ditakdirkan untuk jadi orang ketiga? sanggup ke aku? jawapan aku of course tak... aku tak nak...
tapi, setiap kali dia call, aku sendiri tak mampu nak luahkan,"we shouldn't do this. she'll hurt." tak mampu. walaupun sebelum ni dia pernah menyakitkan aku.
prinsip aku kata, no couple for now. study is much much more important. jangan jadi perampas. tapi, tak tau nak cakap macam mana..
kuatkanlah diri kamu Irsya untuk katakan... "saya tak mahu kamu yang sudah ada couple.. stick with her. please...."
good luck Irsya.. malam ini malam penentuan! chaiyok!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
my life as a talented person-part 3
what the heck.... pergi kelas..everyone was asking me, "irsya, which one is ur performance?"
i hate explanation... n i have to explain again n again.. so irsya, next time u'll make performance, don't tell people.
pergi kelas engineering skill macam ****.., Autocad is fine and fun, but, tak tau ar..aku seems cm blurr ngan komputer lately... still, have to do it by following all the rules in the module..
balik from engineering skills, again, start migraine.. n i have to skip kelas Biosystem.. sorry sir..not even prepare a letter pun...
tido ja.... sempat gak anta msj kat en Wan, nk p hepa, cr cd minus 1 for the performance on sunday.. n he said datang esok..
on friday, after class, si Tono wat miscol... i think miscol, becuse dia ingat aku d kelas kot.... sorry ya tono, isya betul2 problem in understanding what u said.. later, we should speak english in phone, but malay in our daily conversation...ngee~
he ask if i can sing for the closing with the band.. bagus lah... so, tak yah susah payah nak cr minus 1...
habis kelas, i went straight to kangar. herm... bli tiket bas and cr lirik lagu akan ku tunggu. haih~ penat nih.... along my way kat kangar.. i start having my headache. haih~ tak lama kat kangar, trus balik...sampai house trus tido.. that time was already 3 kot.
i woke up at 5 nearly to 6... ada 4 miscol and 8 msgs. 3 of them from Tono.
1st msg~ kalo practice pukul 3 esok nley?
2nd msg~ kalo tak leh, kte pract malam lah~
3rd msg~ kalo tak nak nyanyi pun tak pe tp reply msg ni ASAP k.
suda~ haih.. aku cam.. asal ni? durr~ aku straight anta msj " esok ptg boleh. sorry isya tido td migrain" n dia tak reply. some sort of revenge ke? ke? ke?
call dia n tak angkat. but later he reply.. good :D
the next day, kami wat latihan... so far no problem... but this time without adnan n 4 chain. drummer replace by Anip... a 4th year students... n no one replace adnan.. but his job for my song is taken by Zul (mas joko)<< have to learn to call his proper name>>
nothing different..maybe their style... maybe..
malam.. alone in house.. even ask ija teman pun, still.. takut tak bangun.., so send msg to both hartono n zul
" kalo esok ada latihan pagi, kejut isya eh..." buruk hell perangai aku.. tak reti nak bangun awal.. bout 15 mins, zul reply:
"alala..bangun lah awal2 cik adik oi..."
"erm~ in case tak sedar.. sensorg kat umah ni.." i reply
" herm ye la..nanti suh tono kejutkan"
hehhehe
bangun pagi, it is 8.30 a.m... 2 msgs from Hartono... asking kalo latihan pukul 9-12 bley tak.. then..he cancelled it.hahaha.. bagus betul sungguh memahami abang2 ku ini.
so, trus gi rehearsal, yang mana... si zul tersalah tone for the Akan ku tunggu song. hehehe.. atas pentas kot.. seb bek rehearsal.. kalo betul?
so after rehearsal sekali, trus gi latihan kat studio HEPA. to make sure kami mahir betul2.. n aku tak hafal lirik kot... haih...
malam... tak gi tempat show ngan dorg.. went wif fatimah by bus... sampai sana... sikitnya org.. hehe.. ok lah tu... dok blakang pentas.. borak with zul n tono.. asik gelak je.. hehe.. nampak zahid lalu infront of me.. kecik je orgnya.. hahaha.. dapat tangkap gambar ngan dia.. suka tak? pelik2 je aku ni. since when aku minat amik gambar ngan artis...
n then borak2 with Libren... owh~ that night was so fun...
then, time to perform.. all the musicians suma naik atas.. in addition, the band was back up by the UKR(unit kebudayaan rekreasi) band... untuk bg tak nmpak kosong... n i was busy talking with fatimah...sampai...
"ISYA! CEPAT!"
hoh..my turn... owh, relax2...
so... naik atas pentas...perform..n when i hear back my performance, 3 unobvious pitching mistakes occur during that Akan Ku tunggu song...
hehehe... tak pe lah... dah selesai pun.. redha je lah.. hehehee
sebelum perform tu, abg wan d tanya, "kalo, malam ni kena cut gak lagu mcm mana?"
"hehehe...redha je lah" hahaha
alhamdulillah, malam tu semua yang dalam list tu suma perform...
end of my life as the talented person for that week. akhirnya dapat juga saya pulang ke rumah..homesick sudah... sabar ye abg2 ku... satu hari nanti anda akan balik ke rumah juga.. thanks for the music~
i hate explanation... n i have to explain again n again.. so irsya, next time u'll make performance, don't tell people.
pergi kelas engineering skill macam ****.., Autocad is fine and fun, but, tak tau ar..aku seems cm blurr ngan komputer lately... still, have to do it by following all the rules in the module..
balik from engineering skills, again, start migraine.. n i have to skip kelas Biosystem.. sorry sir..not even prepare a letter pun...
tido ja.... sempat gak anta msj kat en Wan, nk p hepa, cr cd minus 1 for the performance on sunday.. n he said datang esok..
on friday, after class, si Tono wat miscol... i think miscol, becuse dia ingat aku d kelas kot.... sorry ya tono, isya betul2 problem in understanding what u said.. later, we should speak english in phone, but malay in our daily conversation...ngee~
he ask if i can sing for the closing with the band.. bagus lah... so, tak yah susah payah nak cr minus 1...
habis kelas, i went straight to kangar. herm... bli tiket bas and cr lirik lagu akan ku tunggu. haih~ penat nih.... along my way kat kangar.. i start having my headache. haih~ tak lama kat kangar, trus balik...sampai house trus tido.. that time was already 3 kot.
i woke up at 5 nearly to 6... ada 4 miscol and 8 msgs. 3 of them from Tono.
1st msg~ kalo practice pukul 3 esok nley?
2nd msg~ kalo tak leh, kte pract malam lah~
3rd msg~ kalo tak nak nyanyi pun tak pe tp reply msg ni ASAP k.
suda~ haih.. aku cam.. asal ni? durr~ aku straight anta msj " esok ptg boleh. sorry isya tido td migrain" n dia tak reply. some sort of revenge ke? ke? ke?
call dia n tak angkat. but later he reply.. good :D
the next day, kami wat latihan... so far no problem... but this time without adnan n 4 chain. drummer replace by Anip... a 4th year students... n no one replace adnan.. but his job for my song is taken by Zul (mas joko)<< have to learn to call his proper name>>
nothing different..maybe their style... maybe..
malam.. alone in house.. even ask ija teman pun, still.. takut tak bangun.., so send msg to both hartono n zul
" kalo esok ada latihan pagi, kejut isya eh..." buruk hell perangai aku.. tak reti nak bangun awal.. bout 15 mins, zul reply:
"alala..bangun lah awal2 cik adik oi..."
"erm~ in case tak sedar.. sensorg kat umah ni.." i reply
" herm ye la..nanti suh tono kejutkan"
hehhehe
bangun pagi, it is 8.30 a.m... 2 msgs from Hartono... asking kalo latihan pukul 9-12 bley tak.. then..he cancelled it.hahaha.. bagus betul sungguh memahami abang2 ku ini.
so, trus gi rehearsal, yang mana... si zul tersalah tone for the Akan ku tunggu song. hehehe.. atas pentas kot.. seb bek rehearsal.. kalo betul?
so after rehearsal sekali, trus gi latihan kat studio HEPA. to make sure kami mahir betul2.. n aku tak hafal lirik kot... haih...
malam... tak gi tempat show ngan dorg.. went wif fatimah by bus... sampai sana... sikitnya org.. hehe.. ok lah tu... dok blakang pentas.. borak with zul n tono.. asik gelak je.. hehe.. nampak zahid lalu infront of me.. kecik je orgnya.. hahaha.. dapat tangkap gambar ngan dia.. suka tak? pelik2 je aku ni. since when aku minat amik gambar ngan artis...
n then borak2 with Libren... owh~ that night was so fun...
then, time to perform.. all the musicians suma naik atas.. in addition, the band was back up by the UKR(unit kebudayaan rekreasi) band... untuk bg tak nmpak kosong... n i was busy talking with fatimah...sampai...
"ISYA! CEPAT!"
hoh..my turn... owh, relax2...
so... naik atas pentas...perform..n when i hear back my performance, 3 unobvious pitching mistakes occur during that Akan Ku tunggu song...
hehehe... tak pe lah... dah selesai pun.. redha je lah.. hehehee
sebelum perform tu, abg wan d tanya, "kalo, malam ni kena cut gak lagu mcm mana?"
"hehehe...redha je lah" hahaha
alhamdulillah, malam tu semua yang dalam list tu suma perform...
end of my life as the talented person for that week. akhirnya dapat juga saya pulang ke rumah..homesick sudah... sabar ye abg2 ku... satu hari nanti anda akan balik ke rumah juga.. thanks for the music~
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
my life as a talented person-part 2
erm.... the next day, tak de latihan, sebab bdk band join clash of the band. okays~
the next day, after habis kelas ect 100, hanta msj kat en hermi
"salam En. hermi, isya ni... nk tanya,mlm ninye transport cmne?"
"malam nnt, 4 chain amik awak"
"oh, ok"
why i ask about malam trus? sebab masa tanya ri tu, dia kata, tak mo rehearsal..so tak pk bout that.
sampai umah truz zzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
wake up from sleep there's 11 miscol and 4 msg. from En. Hermi, 4 chain n celcom. huhuuh...
msj from 4 chain " kat mana? ada sound check skang ni"
msj from en. hermi "isya, 4 chain dok kol awak nak amik awak"
owh~ bagus sungguh tido mati...trus call 4 chain, tell him. tak dtg rehersal ptg tu, n he said, he'll take me at 8 pm nnt.
8 pm, siap make up, wait for him kat bawah....8.30 br dia samapi...dia smayang maghrib kot..tu lambat. n dah sampai simpang, he got a call from either, hartono, or zul or adnan, telling suh amik hartono kat simpang... si din dah cakap dah, asal tak sampai stadium baru cakap tak de transport? hahaha
sampai stadium, lepak belakang pentas... and dorg talking bout baju, n protokol sebab tuanku raja muda ada. so, sgtlah menyampah. i hate protokol. n Adnan demam. keeps telling me kalo dia tak larat, dia main duduk je.
suddenly en. wan dtg, ask me if i can sing for penutup. so i just said, ok...
herm~ but suddenly~ 4 chain dtg...
"ada bad news" he said
"what?"
"kita kena cut satu lagu"
"good,"i said myself
"potong je lah lagu isya,"
"tak pe ke?"
"tak pe... lena diulit intan..there's a lot of skill you can exposed..."
besides, aku tak tau protokol... aku cuak that day.. so when i know, kena cut rasa cam nak jerit suka hell.
but, 4 chain discuss ngan en wan, he was about to ask to sing my song gak.. but discuss3, they play lena di ulit intan. nice~
at that time, i just think nak nyanyi lagu apa penutup ni? budak band tak de... so i have to find minus 1...no idea~
balik umah... start migrain... stupido.. don't know why~
will continue to 3rd part~
the next day, after habis kelas ect 100, hanta msj kat en hermi
"salam En. hermi, isya ni... nk tanya,mlm ninye transport cmne?"
"malam nnt, 4 chain amik awak"
"oh, ok"
why i ask about malam trus? sebab masa tanya ri tu, dia kata, tak mo rehearsal..so tak pk bout that.
sampai umah truz zzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
wake up from sleep there's 11 miscol and 4 msg. from En. Hermi, 4 chain n celcom. huhuuh...
msj from 4 chain " kat mana? ada sound check skang ni"
msj from en. hermi "isya, 4 chain dok kol awak nak amik awak"
owh~ bagus sungguh tido mati...trus call 4 chain, tell him. tak dtg rehersal ptg tu, n he said, he'll take me at 8 pm nnt.
8 pm, siap make up, wait for him kat bawah....8.30 br dia samapi...dia smayang maghrib kot..tu lambat. n dah sampai simpang, he got a call from either, hartono, or zul or adnan, telling suh amik hartono kat simpang... si din dah cakap dah, asal tak sampai stadium baru cakap tak de transport? hahaha
sampai stadium, lepak belakang pentas... and dorg talking bout baju, n protokol sebab tuanku raja muda ada. so, sgtlah menyampah. i hate protokol. n Adnan demam. keeps telling me kalo dia tak larat, dia main duduk je.
suddenly en. wan dtg, ask me if i can sing for penutup. so i just said, ok...
herm~ but suddenly~ 4 chain dtg...
"ada bad news" he said
"what?"
"kita kena cut satu lagu"
"good,"i said myself
"potong je lah lagu isya,"
"tak pe ke?"
"tak pe... lena diulit intan..there's a lot of skill you can exposed..."
besides, aku tak tau protokol... aku cuak that day.. so when i know, kena cut rasa cam nak jerit suka hell.
but, 4 chain discuss ngan en wan, he was about to ask to sing my song gak.. but discuss3, they play lena di ulit intan. nice~
at that time, i just think nak nyanyi lagu apa penutup ni? budak band tak de... so i have to find minus 1...no idea~
balik umah... start migrain... stupido.. don't know why~
will continue to 3rd part~
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i wanna cry
i wanna cry.. really.. since i am form five, i didn't know how to manage my feeling if a problem on feeling after me. so sucks! the whole day of mine was nothing today...
Irsya...
remember the time you wrote here that you will only fall in love when you are in third year? where is the promise?
maybe it's the time to stop like people as people never know you like them. the word like isn't permanent. the word like is just a temporary.. but still when you like people, but they don't, it hurt you much.
seriously, and obviously, you should be a professional, as you will always see him after this, as people already know you. be a PROFESSIONAL. a people who have a work affair, shouldn't have a personal affair with each other.
stop blaming yourself, because every teenagers would like to feel of loving and being love. but as for now, please don't do it. cause you'll hurt and you will never secure anything unless a horrible life..
it's not wrong for being in love, but you always got a wrong person, a wrong situation and a wrong time!
Irsya...
remember the time you wrote here that you will only fall in love when you are in third year? where is the promise?
maybe it's the time to stop like people as people never know you like them. the word like isn't permanent. the word like is just a temporary.. but still when you like people, but they don't, it hurt you much.
seriously, and obviously, you should be a professional, as you will always see him after this, as people already know you. be a PROFESSIONAL. a people who have a work affair, shouldn't have a personal affair with each other.
stop blaming yourself, because every teenagers would like to feel of loving and being love. but as for now, please don't do it. cause you'll hurt and you will never secure anything unless a horrible life..
it's not wrong for being in love, but you always got a wrong person, a wrong situation and a wrong time!
Monday, July 20, 2009
pelik meh~
nape eh? why? nape?
Nape bile melayu jalan ngan chinese or indian, suma org akan pandang pelik? nape meh?
haih~ pelik nih~ tak tau ar kot perasan aku je kot, tp..pelik meh..
and i see him walking with a girl... haih~ sedih nih~ huhuhu... tak pe lah.. one last time to see him..after this, maybe jarang jumpa..kalo dorg tak panggil show..huhuuh...
Nape bile melayu jalan ngan chinese or indian, suma org akan pandang pelik? nape meh?
haih~ pelik nih~ tak tau ar kot perasan aku je kot, tp..pelik meh..
and i see him walking with a girl... haih~ sedih nih~ huhuhu... tak pe lah.. one last time to see him..after this, maybe jarang jumpa..kalo dorg tak panggil show..huhuuh...
STUDY WEH
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
kenapa....????
kenapa taste aku ialah lelaki pkai spectacles?
my ex b4 this wear it..that apek also wear it, that Y also wear it..and just now when out by bus..and i spot a school boy...((i believe he is form 5 because he's holding a add math revision book...he also wearing a spectacles..heh~ why are they so attracting me?
but... mr. K tak pakai kan..ngee.. walaupun ada org ckp kat aku dia tu rabun warna
Sunday, June 21, 2009
UniMAP...Here I come..
after a long discussion with my family... then... settle... hehe..
all of sudden, i feel pity to my parent... but do i have to blame myself? they want me to success but i feel like i'm burdening them when i'm going for this...
the day i got the offer, that night, i heard dad said to mum if it so desperate... h'll going to sell the car... i don't know... what i know now is once i enter there, there's no more idea on looking to the handsome guys in the lecture hall and no more playin..
it's time to study... refreshing all my memories since i am form 4.... have to study back my physics.. hek3
UniMAP> BIOSYSTEM ENGINEERING....Here I Come!!!!!!
all of sudden, i feel pity to my parent... but do i have to blame myself? they want me to success but i feel like i'm burdening them when i'm going for this...
the day i got the offer, that night, i heard dad said to mum if it so desperate... h'll going to sell the car... i don't know... what i know now is once i enter there, there's no more idea on looking to the handsome guys in the lecture hall and no more playin..
it's time to study... refreshing all my memories since i am form 4.... have to study back my physics.. hek3
UniMAP> BIOSYSTEM ENGINEERING....Here I Come!!!!!!
Friday, June 19, 2009
I Feel sucks!
Alhamdulilla... i got UniMAP... under course: kejuruteraan Biosistem... tak tau lah future aku apa... but aku betul2 rasa cam TAK NAK PERGI..
aku tau...yang aku memang minat gile kat engineering... tp entahlah... tengok surat tawaran tu...
Rujukan Kami
:
UNIMAP/PEND/107/2/RK90/N/B/JUN2009
Tarikh: 18 JUN 2009
NUR SYAHIDATUL ANIS BINTI NASARUDIN
90071804****
NO. 264, JLN AROWANA 10,
TAMAN AROWANA IMPIAN
70300 SEREMBAN
NEGERI SEMBILAN
TEL : 0123210967
Saudara/i,
TAWARAN KEMASUKAN KE UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA PERLIS (UniMAP) BAGI SESI AKADEMIK 2009/2010
Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudara/i telah berjaya ditawarkan untuk mengikuti pengajian di Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UniMAP). Pihak Universiti mengucapkan setinggi-tinggi tahniah atas kejayaan ini. Berikut adalah perincian tawaran tersebut:
Program Pengajian: KEJURUTERAAN BIOSISTEM
Kod Program: RK90
Peringkat Pengajian: IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA
Pusat Pengajian: PUSAT PENGAJIAN KEJURUTERAAN BIOPROSES
inila benda yang menyebabkan aku down gila! aku dah tak tau nak wat apa. because i've neve been given chances to talk.... if i can't settle this in three days... i'll not going to this...
i feel very sucks now
aku tau...yang aku memang minat gile kat engineering... tp entahlah... tengok surat tawaran tu...
Rujukan Kami
:
UNIMAP/PEND/107/2/RK90/N/B/JUN2009
Tarikh: 18 JUN 2009
NUR SYAHIDATUL ANIS BINTI NASARUDIN
90071804****
NO. 264, JLN AROWANA 10,
TAMAN AROWANA IMPIAN
70300 SEREMBAN
NEGERI SEMBILAN
TEL : 0123210967
Saudara/i,
TAWARAN KEMASUKAN KE UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA PERLIS (UniMAP) BAGI SESI AKADEMIK 2009/2010
Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudara/i telah berjaya ditawarkan untuk mengikuti pengajian di Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UniMAP). Pihak Universiti mengucapkan setinggi-tinggi tahniah atas kejayaan ini. Berikut adalah perincian tawaran tersebut:
Program Pengajian: KEJURUTERAAN BIOSISTEM
Kod Program: RK90
Peringkat Pengajian: IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA
Pusat Pengajian: PUSAT PENGAJIAN KEJURUTERAAN BIOPROSES
Sila datang mendaftar di:
Tempat: KOLEJ KEDIAMAN UniMAP,
KAMPUNG WAI KUALA PERLIS,
PERLIS.
Tarikh: 28 JUN 2009
Masa: 8.30 PAGI - 2.00 PETANG
Bayaran Semester Pertama: RM 1,798.00
Yuran Pengajian Setahun: RM 35,675.88
Yuran Yang Dibayar Oleh Pelajar Setahun: RM 3,168.00
Kos Yang Ditanggung Oleh Kerajaan: RM 32,507.88
Saudara/i akan mengikuti Program Pengajian Kejuruteraan selama empat (4) tahun. Saudara/i hanya perlu membayar anggaran RM 10,972.00 sahaja untuk mendapat Ijazah Sarjana Muda Kejuruteraan . Sebanyak RM 119,059.52 lagi ditanggung oleh Kerajaan Malaysia.
2. Bersama ini dikemukakan lampiran-lampiran yang berkaitan dengan tawaran kemasukan. Sila baca dengan teliti arahan yang diberikan. Seterusnya sila lengkapkan lampiran-lampiran yang berkenaan untuk dikembalikan pada hari pendaftaran.
3 . Semoga kemasukan saudara/i ke UniMAP dapat dimanfaatkan dengan sebaik-baiknya dan menjadi titik permulaan kepada kejayaan-kejayaan lain yang akan menyusul dalam hidup saudara/i.
Sekian, terima kasih.
'BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA'‘Dinamisme Baru, Wajah Baru’
BRIG. JEN. DATO' PROF. DR. KAMARUDIN BIN HUSSIN
Naib Canselor
KAMPUNG WAI KUALA PERLIS,
PERLIS.
Tarikh: 28 JUN 2009
Masa: 8.30 PAGI - 2.00 PETANG
Bayaran Semester Pertama: RM 1,798.00
Yuran Pengajian Setahun: RM 35,675.88
Yuran Yang Dibayar Oleh Pelajar Setahun: RM 3,168.00
Kos Yang Ditanggung Oleh Kerajaan: RM 32,507.88
Saudara/i akan mengikuti Program Pengajian Kejuruteraan selama empat (4) tahun. Saudara/i hanya perlu membayar anggaran RM 10,972.00 sahaja untuk mendapat Ijazah Sarjana Muda Kejuruteraan . Sebanyak RM 119,059.52 lagi ditanggung oleh Kerajaan Malaysia.
2. Bersama ini dikemukakan lampiran-lampiran yang berkaitan dengan tawaran kemasukan. Sila baca dengan teliti arahan yang diberikan. Seterusnya sila lengkapkan lampiran-lampiran yang berkenaan untuk dikembalikan pada hari pendaftaran.
3 . Semoga kemasukan saudara/i ke UniMAP dapat dimanfaatkan dengan sebaik-baiknya dan menjadi titik permulaan kepada kejayaan-kejayaan lain yang akan menyusul dalam hidup saudara/i.
Sekian, terima kasih.
'BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA'‘Dinamisme Baru, Wajah Baru’
BRIG. JEN. DATO' PROF. DR. KAMARUDIN BIN HUSSIN
Naib Canselor
inila benda yang menyebabkan aku down gila! aku dah tak tau nak wat apa. because i've neve been given chances to talk.... if i can't settle this in three days... i'll not going to this...
i feel very sucks now
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
maybe...
maybe aku tak dapat U kot..huk3... sangat tak tenang.. ya Allah...kalau dapat lah U, aku puasa 10 hari... takutnya... aku tak kisah dapat course apa pun.. tapi, kalo tak dapat U, memang habislah aku... moga dapatlah... dapat jauh2 pun tak pe... sebab aku tak nak ada possibility jumpa dia.
please any of this U...please accept me~
Sangkut satu pun jadilah
please any of this U...please accept me~
UMK~ UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA KELANTAN
UKM~ UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA
UPM~ UNIVERSITI PUTRA MALAYSIA
UNIMAP~ UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA PERLIS
UMT~ UNIVERSITY MALAYSIA TERENGGANU
UDM~ UNIVERSITI DARUL IMAN
Sangkut satu pun jadilah
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
respond to Nadiah~ bila kenyataan tue menyakitkan..
huh... sometimes, we didn't know what they (our parent) really want. but for sure, they really care for our future. sampai dorang tak tau yang dorang dah pun menyakitkan sikit perasaan kita. but still, when parents do it to us, it does not considered as hurting us. because in our world now, community much care about children hurting their parents, not vice versa.
masalah kita hampir sama, but still, ada jugak yang bezanya. my parent keeps wanting me to be a doctor. actually hoping is the right word.
but with that **** pointer, how would i be? dengan pinjaman mara tak boleh nak buat... sangat sedih as i can't go to private. mana2 nak buat pinjaman pun tak boleh.
but still Nadiah, ko bley pergi private, but aku?? i only can hope for PTPTN. sedih hell..
Paling sedih bila waktu nak apply U, my munm still ask,"doktor dah tak boleh lah?" know what, walaupun dia tanya untuk her knowledge, but still hurt tahap gila nye. sebab sebelum ni aku dah penat cakap, and she has asked a lot of doctor kat hspital, for GIRLS, it needs 4 to be a doctor. penat lah... sedih sedih sedih..
tak pe lah.. sekarang ni, we can only hope for a miracle... sabar lah Nadiah... sabarlah aku juga..
masalah kita hampir sama, but still, ada jugak yang bezanya. my parent keeps wanting me to be a doctor. actually hoping is the right word.
but with that **** pointer, how would i be? dengan pinjaman mara tak boleh nak buat... sangat sedih as i can't go to private. mana2 nak buat pinjaman pun tak boleh.
but still Nadiah, ko bley pergi private, but aku?? i only can hope for PTPTN. sedih hell..
Paling sedih bila waktu nak apply U, my munm still ask,"doktor dah tak boleh lah?" know what, walaupun dia tanya untuk her knowledge, but still hurt tahap gila nye. sebab sebelum ni aku dah penat cakap, and she has asked a lot of doctor kat hspital, for GIRLS, it needs 4 to be a doctor. penat lah... sedih sedih sedih..
tak pe lah.. sekarang ni, we can only hope for a miracle... sabar lah Nadiah... sabarlah aku juga..
Sunday, May 24, 2009
i really want UMK
yup...sangat nak Universiti Malaysia Kelantan.. bukan sebab apa..but because of the course that i apply. huh!
all my ambition nak masuk UM dah hancur masa SPM dulu..this time pun... lepas a few weeks duk matrik.. i dah tetapkan nak masuk UKM.. but again.dissapoint by myself!
bosanlah camni.. hurr... moga dapatlah umk tu...of course bukan medic... as i have say goodbye kat medic masa first sem, what so ever pun.. dimana ada rezeki buat saya, disitulah saya ada nanti.huhuhu
satu lagi..bahasa apalah yang aku guna ni? nape yang macam tunggang terbalik bahasa melayu aku ni? also..i'm not really good with English Language..i got band 3 je kot.huh!
nk ckp aku ada third language...tak de pun..
bahasa apa aku nak guna ni? please...
all my ambition nak masuk UM dah hancur masa SPM dulu..this time pun... lepas a few weeks duk matrik.. i dah tetapkan nak masuk UKM.. but again.dissapoint by myself!
bosanlah camni.. hurr... moga dapatlah umk tu...of course bukan medic... as i have say goodbye kat medic masa first sem, what so ever pun.. dimana ada rezeki buat saya, disitulah saya ada nanti.huhuhu
satu lagi..bahasa apalah yang aku guna ni? nape yang macam tunggang terbalik bahasa melayu aku ni? also..i'm not really good with English Language..i got band 3 je kot.huh!
nk ckp aku ada third language...tak de pun..
bahasa apa aku nak guna ni? please...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Happy Mother's Day Mama
A little bit late to post..but HAppy Mother's Day Mama... suppose it's should be a very fine simple celebration.. but then... something happened....
i went to KL yesterday... because yan and uncle are going for umrah... so we stay at Yan's house for a night... Tengok AF...and i have to said dis..penipu punya Astro... tak nak aku tengok AF dah! huh!
so... esoknye kami ke KLIA. best..tapi... SOMETHING HAPPENED
suma org tau tax kat KLIA sangatlah tinggi. so i decide to not buy anything. then, my brother merengek nak beli McFlurry.... it cost RM 6.30...2 bugs more then the actual price...sangat lah bengang...and I said to mama... jangan turutkan... bukan busuk hati..but bosan ngan attitude both of my parents yang suka sangat turutkan adik i.
and then as usual... diturutkan jugak..and i was like yelling kat my mum.. saying something yang still bertapis... but sangat menyakitkan. she didn't express it to me.. but she talk with my other aunts saying what she do is right.. nothing wrong after all.
the whole day of mine was sucks!
i always want to fixed with my pricipe...parents always right... tapi.. untuk benda macam ni.. i don't think it's right.
Please Mum and Dad.. i'm not jealous.. but i want him to be better in future. if you keep giving what he wants... do you think he can?
i am so dissapointed.. Sumpah
i went to KL yesterday... because yan and uncle are going for umrah... so we stay at Yan's house for a night... Tengok AF...and i have to said dis..penipu punya Astro... tak nak aku tengok AF dah! huh!
so... esoknye kami ke KLIA. best..tapi... SOMETHING HAPPENED
suma org tau tax kat KLIA sangatlah tinggi. so i decide to not buy anything. then, my brother merengek nak beli McFlurry.... it cost RM 6.30...2 bugs more then the actual price...sangat lah bengang...and I said to mama... jangan turutkan... bukan busuk hati..but bosan ngan attitude both of my parents yang suka sangat turutkan adik i.
and then as usual... diturutkan jugak..and i was like yelling kat my mum.. saying something yang still bertapis... but sangat menyakitkan. she didn't express it to me.. but she talk with my other aunts saying what she do is right.. nothing wrong after all.
the whole day of mine was sucks!
i always want to fixed with my pricipe...parents always right... tapi.. untuk benda macam ni.. i don't think it's right.
Please Mum and Dad.. i'm not jealous.. but i want him to be better in future. if you keep giving what he wants... do you think he can?
i am so dissapointed.. Sumpah
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