emotionally disturbed

not really actually. i'm tired of keep following my heartsick. luckily i got no one that i stick with now.

i currently listen to teardrops on my guitar. keep playing it again and again. why? because i feel that the song is so about me. but the different is, he's not my bestfriend, but my friend. and everyime i heard he said he falls in love, i'll hurt. because he's not into me. i know i can't ask him to fall in love with me but, facing the situation, i still didn't know to handle it.

and now, i'm trying to avoid him. and i'll try my best to not get into this kind of problem anymore. as i said before, i'm sick with my heartsick.

here's the lyric

teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see