eyh~ sakitlah!

bukan setakat sakit badan, sakit hati, sakit kepala suma ada.. durr~ masalah ni...

eh..saya suka dialah..tapi dia ada awek... nape dia layan aku dlm phone? tak leh stick pada awek dia sorg ke? haish... bengonglah ko ni isya... kang kalo dia tak layan ko gak yang sedih..

durr~ kesian kat awek dia weh... tapi kesian lagi kat aku... si A ni, kejap layan kejap tak... bosan ah camni.. tak pe la..mesej last tu mesej awal ramadhan.. kalo dia rasa nak kawan ngan aku, dia mesej lah.. kalo tak... sorry k...

pelik tak aku ni? kejap suka, kejap nyampah..cm org tak betul.. jadi cik Nur Syahidatul Anis@ Irsya... napelah ko trap diri ko ngan lek2 ni? menyusahkan hidup je.. hehehehe

saya merindui mereka... Amat2!

matrik friend

• Shila
• ayu
• a'an
• Nadiah *gila babinye nak gi p1*
• balkis
• im
• all T25
• Anne
• Nuyun
• Mimi
• Annur
• Erna
• Raby
• Aty
• ina
• Didie

School members

• Kucai
• amy
• Fida
• haya
• eka
• najah
• fizan
• Bariah
• 5sc1 students
• Hamzi
• Daus
• all the 'gendang'ist
• junior tarian n violin

*so hurt when i go to school and see a lot of changes there. unfortunately, i'm alone there... tak de org utk di luahkan perasaan sedih.*

Ismma Members

• Kak hanis
• Abg Jais
• Abg Azhar
• kak Aishah
• Kak Diana
• Kak Naqiah
• Izzatul
• Byry
• helmi
• abg Apis
• etc

*miss u guys... i want to hang out with u guys again n again.. siyesly*

my life as a talented person-part 3

what the heck.... pergi kelas..everyone was asking me, "irsya, which one is ur performance?"

i hate explanation... n i have to explain again n again.. so irsya, next time u'll make performance, don't tell people.

pergi kelas engineering skill macam ****.., Autocad is fine and fun, but, tak tau ar..aku seems cm blurr ngan komputer lately... still, have to do it by following all the rules in the module..

balik from engineering skills, again, start migraine.. n i have to skip kelas Biosystem.. sorry sir..not even prepare a letter pun...

tido ja.... sempat gak anta msj kat en Wan, nk p hepa, cr cd minus 1 for the performance on sunday.. n he said datang esok..

on friday, after class, si Tono wat miscol... i think miscol, becuse dia ingat aku d kelas kot.... sorry ya tono, isya betul2 problem in understanding what u said.. later, we should speak english in phone, but malay in our daily conversation...ngee~
he ask if i can sing for the closing with the band.. bagus lah... so, tak yah susah payah nak cr minus 1...

habis kelas, i went straight to kangar. herm... bli tiket bas and cr lirik lagu akan ku tunggu. haih~ penat nih.... along my way kat kangar.. i start having my headache. haih~ tak lama kat kangar, trus balik...sampai house trus tido.. that time was already 3 kot.

i woke up at 5 nearly to 6... ada 4 miscol and 8 msgs. 3 of them from Tono.

1st msg~ kalo practice pukul 3 esok nley?
2nd msg~ kalo tak leh, kte pract malam lah~
3rd msg~ kalo tak nak nyanyi pun tak pe tp reply msg ni ASAP k.

suda~ haih.. aku cam.. asal ni? durr~ aku straight anta msj " esok ptg boleh. sorry isya tido td migrain" n dia tak reply. some sort of revenge ke? ke? ke?
call dia n tak angkat. but later he reply.. good :D

the next day, kami wat latihan... so far no problem... but this time without adnan n 4 chain. drummer replace by Anip... a 4th year students... n no one replace adnan.. but his job for my song is taken by Zul (mas joko)<< have to learn to call his proper name>>

nothing different..maybe their style... maybe..

malam.. alone in house.. even ask ija teman pun, still.. takut tak bangun.., so send msg to both hartono n zul

" kalo esok ada latihan pagi, kejut isya eh..." buruk hell perangai aku.. tak reti nak bangun awal.. bout 15 mins, zul reply:
"alala..bangun lah awal2 cik adik oi..."
"erm~ in case tak sedar.. sensorg kat umah ni.." i reply
" herm ye la..nanti suh tono kejutkan"

hehhehe

bangun pagi, it is 8.30 a.m... 2 msgs from Hartono... asking kalo latihan pukul 9-12 bley tak.. then..he cancelled it.hahaha.. bagus betul sungguh memahami abang2 ku ini.

so, trus gi rehearsal, yang mana... si zul tersalah tone for the Akan ku tunggu song. hehehe.. atas pentas kot.. seb bek rehearsal.. kalo betul?
so after rehearsal sekali, trus gi latihan kat studio HEPA. to make sure kami mahir betul2.. n aku tak hafal lirik kot... haih...

malam... tak gi tempat show ngan dorg.. went wif fatimah by bus... sampai sana... sikitnya org.. hehe.. ok lah tu... dok blakang pentas.. borak with zul n tono.. asik gelak je.. hehe.. nampak zahid lalu infront of me.. kecik je orgnya.. hahaha.. dapat tangkap gambar ngan dia.. suka tak? pelik2 je aku ni. since when aku minat amik gambar ngan artis...

n then borak2 with Libren... owh~ that night was so fun...

then, time to perform.. all the musicians suma naik atas.. in addition, the band was back up by the UKR(unit kebudayaan rekreasi) band... untuk bg tak nmpak kosong... n i was busy talking with fatimah...sampai...

"ISYA! CEPAT!"

hoh..my turn... owh, relax2...

so... naik atas pentas...perform..n when i hear back my performance, 3 unobvious pitching mistakes occur during that Akan Ku tunggu song...

hehehe... tak pe lah... dah selesai pun.. redha je lah.. hehehee

sebelum perform tu, abg wan d tanya, "kalo, malam ni kena cut gak lagu mcm mana?"
"hehehe...redha je lah" hahaha

alhamdulillah, malam tu semua yang dalam list tu suma perform...

end of my life as the talented person for that week. akhirnya dapat juga saya pulang ke rumah..homesick sudah... sabar ye abg2 ku... satu hari nanti anda akan balik ke rumah juga.. thanks for the music~

my life as a talented person-part 2

erm.... the next day, tak de latihan, sebab bdk band join clash of the band. okays~

the next day, after habis kelas ect 100, hanta msj kat en hermi
"salam En. hermi, isya ni... nk tanya,mlm ninye transport cmne?"
"malam nnt, 4 chain amik awak"
"oh, ok"

why i ask about malam trus? sebab masa tanya ri tu, dia kata, tak mo rehearsal..so tak pk bout that.

sampai umah truz zzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

wake up from sleep there's 11 miscol and 4 msg. from En. Hermi, 4 chain n celcom. huhuuh...

msj from 4 chain " kat mana? ada sound check skang ni"
msj from en. hermi "isya, 4 chain dok kol awak nak amik awak"

owh~ bagus sungguh tido mati...trus call 4 chain, tell him. tak dtg rehersal ptg tu, n he said, he'll take me at 8 pm nnt.

8 pm, siap make up, wait for him kat bawah....8.30 br dia samapi...dia smayang maghrib kot..tu lambat. n dah sampai simpang, he got a call from either, hartono, or zul or adnan, telling suh amik hartono kat simpang... si din dah cakap dah, asal tak sampai stadium baru cakap tak de transport? hahaha

sampai stadium, lepak belakang pentas... and dorg talking bout baju, n protokol sebab tuanku raja muda ada. so, sgtlah menyampah. i hate protokol. n Adnan demam. keeps telling me kalo dia tak larat, dia main duduk je.

suddenly en. wan dtg, ask me if i can sing for penutup. so i just said, ok...

herm~ but suddenly~ 4 chain dtg...

"ada bad news" he said
"what?"
"kita kena cut satu lagu"
"good,"i said myself
"potong je lah lagu isya,"
"tak pe ke?"
"tak pe... lena diulit intan..there's a lot of skill you can exposed..."
besides, aku tak tau protokol... aku cuak that day.. so when i know, kena cut rasa cam nak jerit suka hell.

but, 4 chain discuss ngan en wan, he was about to ask to sing my song gak.. but discuss3, they play lena di ulit intan. nice~

at that time, i just think nak nyanyi lagu apa penutup ni? budak band tak de... so i have to find minus 1...no idea~

balik umah... start migrain... stupido.. don't know why~

will continue to 3rd part~

my life as a 'talented' people??-part 1

it was monday 3 august 2009. i was sitting on my bed, baru bangun dari tido from 6.30 to 8.30 pm. bangun dr tido, i looked at my phone. no msj, no miscall. good~ means no show for convo festival.

*out from my room*

"Min, you buat apa?"
"access internet.. so slow lah uwang ulu line."
"hehehe"

*gi masak air, nak buat maggi*

air masak, and maggi siap. hehehe..maka pe lagi melantak lah...

"wah, sedapnya maggi" su said
"nak ke?"
*geleng*

after finish eating, masuk bilik... and about 5 minutes masuk bilik, tetiba

*phone ringing*

"en. Hermi?? what the heck..malam hell ni"

*angkat phone*

"hello??"
"Isya eh?"
"yup. nape?"
"awak de wat pape ke malam ni?"
"tak de. kenapa?"
"nak panggil latihan untuk malam opening convo"
"owh, la ni ke?"
"ha. bley tak?"
"erm ok... saya nak tunggu kat mana ni?"
"kat guard depan, kat futsal"
"oh, ok."

what the heck? tak mandi lagi nih! lantak ah, aku tido, bukannya beronggeng tadi.
*tukar baju, merungut ngan housemate jap, n trus turun tunggu kat futsal. lambat hell, so tengok org lalu lalang. heh! tak lama pastu, chain dtg. good. malu aku dok situ sorg2!*

*borak2 tanya nama, asal, umo,sampai studio*

::owh, bukan studio u.. studio luar::

*walks in, saw Abg Adnan, Abg Tono, n Abg Mas Joko.*

::good, at least i know someone. how could aku gi tempat camni? aku sorg pom kot? naseb bek, ada akak2 kat luar::

"isya, tak takut ke?" Abg Adnan said *acting to pukul him, but tak wat pon.*

*masuk studio, training lagu leaving on the jet plane AGAIN! after 2 hours kot, baru balik...*

"eh, hang amik elektrik kan?" asking to abg Adnan.
"tak ah, elekronik"
"ada blaja elektrik tak masa 1st year?"*stupid, soklan bodoh utk ditanya pada budak elektronik*
"ada, fundamental of elctrical circuit" he replied.
"good, ada reference book tak?"
"ada, nak ke?"
"um!"
"amik trus ah" *Diam* "eh, hang bli kat aku ah"
"pape ah, bape hang nak jual?"
"20?"
"whatever"
"eh jap" *he runs to mas joko* "bape eh kte bli ri tu?
"60"mas joko said.
" herm, hang bli kat aku 30."
"pape ah."
*diam*
"weh, tak yah ah bli, hang pinjam 1 sem, pastu habis sem, bg aku balik."
"okayh. nak by tonight. bleh tak?
"by tonight?"
"yup, sok TEST"
"herm, balik kang tunggu kat mak guard"
"okayh~"

*chain anta balik, sampai hostel, wait for him until 12.00 baru nampak dia with that thick book*

"ingat kan hilang tadi, tak nampak isya"
"rabun~ isya pinjam ye. 1 whole sem."
"okayh"

*balik, masuk umah, trus study for test... gila2 study, but still, next day, aku hanta kertas kosong gak for question 2. hehehehe... i hate electrical technology.!*

i wanna cry

i wanna cry.. really.. since i am form five, i didn't know how to manage my feeling if a problem on feeling after me. so sucks! the whole day of mine was nothing today...

Irsya...
remember the time you wrote here that you will only fall in love when you are in third year? where is the promise?
maybe it's the time to stop like people as people never know you like them. the word like isn't permanent. the word like is just a temporary.. but still when you like people, but they don't, it hurt you much.

seriously, and obviously, you should be a professional, as you will always see him after this, as people already know you. be a PROFESSIONAL. a people who have a work affair, shouldn't have a personal affair with each other.

stop blaming yourself, because every teenagers would like to feel of loving and being love. but as for now, please don't do it. cause you'll hurt and you will never secure anything unless a horrible life..

it's not wrong for being in love, but you always got a wrong person, a wrong situation and a wrong time!

Leaving on a jet plane

sape pernah dengar lagu ni? of course saya pernah dengar..that's why i sing for 2nd Majlis Ramah Mesra..

n i don't know why i love this song since i was form 5... maybe there's something special about this sing... for who? ntah.. when i try to memorise it, i can't... tak ingat apa pun...

oh yes, malam MSK 2nd, i will always remember it... i think i've done my best for the performance... huh.. gonna miss that night so much...

thanks En. Wan & En Hermi for that... for calling me to make a performance... PUAS!

pelik meh~

nape eh? why? nape?

Nape bile melayu jalan ngan chinese or indian, suma org akan pandang pelik? nape meh?

haih~ pelik nih~ tak tau ar kot perasan aku je kot, tp..pelik meh..

and i see him walking with a girl... haih~ sedih nih~ huhuhu... tak pe lah.. one last time to see him..after this, maybe jarang jumpa..kalo dorg tak panggil show..huhuuh...

STUDY WEH

Happy Birthday Anis

Happy birthday dear...

may Allah bless you

and may you got what you want

SwEeT 19 GuRL

hahaha...dah tua kot...i'm now 18+1

Alkisah di UniMAP

owh..sangat lah lama tak online... sangat lah kelam kabut di unimap.. kerana kampus kami sangat 'Besar....'

nak cerita pasal oriented... tp... sikit sikit ah ye,..gugugu

first day

huhuh... as usual..tapi aku still tak faham. kenapa suma org nak wat poco-poco? gugug.. baru sampai perlis kot. habis daftar..rehat for two hours i guess, then trus gi oriented.. durr~ penat tak habis...
at this time, baru aku tahu ada document tak lengkap.. heh.. sedih tol..camne nih? tapi tak pe...cool down walaupun aku start mengadu kat roomate aku about problem aku kot..gugugu.

2nd day

herm..hari pendaftaran 2nd. hantar semua maklumat student kat staff..mak aku pun mengatakan kepada mereka bahawa aku tak bawak salinan surat beranak and suma sijil2 aku masa kat skolah dulu..haosh~ lalu mereka mengatakan bahawa "tak pelah dik..tapi nanti bawak buat spare takut nanti PPK nak" goish.. penat je aku bersedih sehari semalam...wek~
oh ye.. hari ni kot ada ujibakat and i sing some sort of "wahai perigi~ perigi! airnya biru~ (traditional song)" huhuhu
and also.. hari ni kena migrain plak. maybe sebab terlalu terang cahaya, n terlalu banyak ceramah..hahaha... so saya balik ke kolej kediaman by AMBULANCE kolej je.huihuhu. sebab sakit kepala sangat.. tak leh bangun.. sampai je kolej, cas handphone dapat mesej dari PPMS saying that

"Tahniah, anda terpilih untuk membuat persembahan pada malam ramah mesra. sila reply mesej ini dengan no matrik anda"

hahaha.. berjaya akhirnya~

3rd day

kenapa suma org yang terpilih dipanggil keluar but aku tak? macam tertinggal je? huhuhu... so aku wat bodoh je lah..sampai lah lepas solat maghrib, dia anta mesej suruh gi studio nyanyian.. pelik2... malam tu..dapat skip ceramah lagi..huhuhu
and also..pilih lagu traditional yang sangatlah susah... pernah dengar, but tak pernah bawak.. so need time... last..aku pilih lagu patah hati. hahah..actually memang aku patah hati pun.lalaalal

4th day

pendaftaran di PPK Bioproses untu program Kej Biosistem. sekejap je.. dapat first priorities kot sebab aku nak wat show dat night kan.. ces cakap cam hebat je.hahaha, kira hebat lah kan.. sebab malam tu atas pentas yang sama, L Ramlie pun perform gak.. maybe aku new generation ni, tak tau pun sapa L ramlie tu..ngeng~

NC sangat sporting, and he loves music..said our seniors... memang..sangat. maka..tak hairanlah jadi camni... lalal..

performance malam tu..ok je~ not.good.not.bad~

5th day

... dah lah balik malam tu pukul satu... nak kena pindah pulak dari kg wai ke wg ulu. durr...penat hell. so aku just kemas2 n trus pack pergi wang ulu... sampai, daftar masuk room.. rehat untuk tido...huhuu.. yes~
penat ah unimap nih..hehehe..

next post, aku akanb post pasal MSK kat wang ulu lak... yang tadi tu U nye MSK, ni kolej kediaman plak..

until then~ chow~